My feelings...

Yeap...my feelings right now...is embedded in this poem. And yes, its my first poem which im gonna published on my blog. And i know it WILL sound lousy and yucky especially to those professional poets out there...or maybe you can say its just some yadda-yadda a stupid 17 year old created, but to me, its a masterpiece. Well, the content can be crap for some...but means a lot to me. Enjoy reading, if you are reading at all.

'Emo-overloaded'
by Berberboo

My curled-up veins are flooded with unending hatred,

Entwine harmfully between colorless strings of sadness,

My beating heart, once pumping, is now badly battered,

With no chance for neither truth nor happiness.

When my pathetic emotions are dangerously running high,

So high till surpassing the black, thunderous clouds of fury,

Crying in disdain, i just heave a mere sigh,

Asking myself in agony, 'Where is my face to bury?'

I huddled myself together on the cold cement floor,
My mind pondering aimlessly, debating on my meek fate,

Thinking, 'How could you do this to a heart so poor?'
When all i pardoned for was just a significant date.

And then, the lights of wisdom dawned before me,

I couldnt fuckingly care more or less, but silently agree,
'What is there to cry over when you can be free?'
Like a bird, soaring with pride and carefree,

Out of an emotionally driven world, before it devours me.

~Written on 3rd June 2007~

Call me an emo fag, i dont give a damn. I am just sincerely overloaded with emotions.

In Berberboo's mind : Mysteries are just something our minds cant perceive. Dont try to solve them, coz it will be an unending journey. To DyDy : Hope you and your family gets well soon. Take lots of rest. God bless.