I hate my weekends!!!

Everyone dreads weekdays and always hopes that weekends draw nearer each day. However, im the opposite. I certainly dreaded weekends, despised them. Coz these 2 days are the days where i cant do any studying because i have to do lots of housework. And yes!!! HOUSEWORK SUCKS!!! First, i gotta wash my own car. Omg, i thought that was boys job but nooooo... my car is my own responsibility... have to treat it as my own baby. Aduh. Feed it with milk, wash them clean, make sure they dont get hurt... GAH... IM A MOTHER AT 17... Dang... Oh wells, getting used to that by now. But then... i dont know why... but i think my parents had gone cuckoo yesterday... and to add some flavor into it, they got me so pissed i dont wanna talk much to them anymore.

First, they had to buy a new microwave oven and a new vacuum cleaner. I was like whoa... thats already a lot. But then, things werent getting much better. They bought a new refrigerator and a new washing machine... and also a new stove for cooking. WTF... IM NOT CELEBRATING HARI RAYA LE!!!! WTF IS ALL THIS?????? Ok la, my washing machine is leaking, so it needed a change, understandable... but the rest? OH SHIT... wasting money nia. Coz i was SUPPOSED to get my handphone this weekend. And guess what, same shit all over. They bought all these stuff, using some of my money... and then tell me... they dont have money to chip in to get my phone. I was like wtf... i got my own saved money with me... let me go and buy la... its not like im bothering you with it or anything... and they said not allowed. If they buy things for the family, its for the family use then its acceptable. Mine is for my own pleasure so cannot. WTF... the fridge is still farking good, so is the stove and everything else. Now im seeing double of everything in my house. OH SHIT OH SHIT... this is a nightmare. And they seriously jokingly told my brother and i that they are gonna buy a plasma TV soon. SHIT MAN... WTF... i could not contain my anger anymore that i refused to eat lunch yesterday. The madness engulfed over me was so overpowering that i didnt even attend mass with them. I went with my brother only. See how serious and distant i could be when im mad. Grrr... I BITE SO WATCH OUT. HUH. Im gonna explode sooner or later. GAHHH...

And i seriously do not need anything else to be worse, the guy whom friends said liked me... turns out to be GAY. Oh wells, thats what he said to me. Wee Liang, you want me to introduce you to him? LOLs. Or maybe, it is some kind of diversion so i would not be interested in him or so that i wouldnt know that he likes me or whatsoever, he promised and sweared to me he will never lie. So, i have his words in my heart... and i BELIEVE he is gay. I am gonna believe that, i dont care. Haha. Shit man. WTF is all this shits going on around me? Is the world getting weirder each day, or is it just me mixing with all these weird people around? These are temptations in life, dont fall for them!!! Gotta tell myself that. AHHH...... Oh dang, i still need kind reassurance from friends so that i can shed some light on the matter. But oh wells, life is just like that. Gahhh... i think im not gonna like anymore guys from now on. They only love to see me get hurt, and nothing else.

Ive seen Brokeback Mountain from Hollywood, ive seen Brokeback BL from my high school, and i guess im gonna see Brokeback Swinburne soon... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH... why??? =.=

Imagine seeing this scenario in Swinburne's lobby when you're walking through it. Oh shit... im gonna so freak out and runaway. Urghh... i have nothing against gays... but seriously, nothing against them and not liking them... is two very opposite things. Haha. So tell you what, im gonna stay away from him. That self-confessed gay dude i mean. See how life suits him that way then, maybe he will re-self-confessed that he is straight instead. HAHA...

I know im being very mean. And i dont know why. But my weekends just sucks so bad i feel i needa punch somebody. GAH... reconsidering the gym again. =.=

In Berberboo's mind : 4 test next week... and IT assignment to do... and handed in the weekafter... i think... i wont have time to think about all this shits anymore. Think im perfect? Live my life then.

Wednesday Madness...

I guess since ive been so down last week... ive gone mad this week. Yea, as in really gone mad. Aduh... you believe what i just said meh? NO LA... i dont go cuckoo over trivial matters la. I mean mad as in i laugh and laugh and laugh more to cover up my pains. So yea, you have your cheerful Berber back. This is gonna be an old rotten post, but heck... i will be murdered by June if i posted some of this pictures up... SO JUNIE... im only posting some okay? Not all arrr???

Mich met up with us at Cilipadi on Wednesday. She is back to stay for almost a month i think and will be off to Singapore during Raya. So... meeting up with her is sooo... old school. Haha... as usual la... talk about life and such. And she grows slimmer... even though she denies it flat flat. We introduced her to Chang De... and he was a bit... i dont know how to say... cold. Haha... maybe he doesnt like meeting new people? Oh wells, Chang arr... dont be like that, ok? So Mich wanted to meet Eric, obviously coz she asked me whether he is going or not bah. So... Eric goes then. Hehe... regretted about that man. Such a fun spoiler. OMG... i feel like strangling him sometimes. Haha. Oh wells, you cant change an old ass aka donkey of its ways. So... we went back to campus and sit at the cafeteria camwhoring... DUH... girls will always be girls... thats what we love to do. xD

Im hungry... i want my food *pouts*


Buh... take my photo... blehhhh... =P


Oh gee... so farking hot la... dang...


The three dungus. From left: Mich, Junie and Berber.


Berber and the Singapore hot chick!


Justea purple color addicts!!!~

GILA BABIS!!! Look at Junie. Haha... more gila than me la... xD At least i didnt post up the real babi pictures. xD

See no evil... speak no evil... hear no evil... BUT... we can think evilly la. No harm

Supposed to be a 1,2,3 pose... but Junie did 4 instead. Aduh... cannot count har? =P

And my favourite cam whored picture... xD Junie said i looked like an alien... coz my head looks freakingly huge. Haha... but... someone said my eyes were so round and cute and err... hehe... so im happy with it... haha... better than Junie's comment. Bleh =P

Well i guess being caught up with assignments and such denied me from blogging more words. So it might be more pictures if ive got the chance to blog about stuffs la. And... err... i have 4 tests coming next week... and i dont think i can survive it... haha... but i will... i promise...

And about guys... i dont know what to think anymore... everything is so confusing... so... i guess... leave it for now... if not its scary when im oh so depressed about guys that i actually became more hardworking... others got scared... so oh wells... xD

And MICHHH... maybe can go mam mam again... =D

In Berberboo's mind: You seem happier these days after what happened. Why is it so?

I Gotta Go My Own Way...

From this day onwards, i gotta go my own way, ive gotta get myself away from you... September hasnt ended, but i chose to leave earlier. Making my exit from you is the hardest thing ive ever done by myself so far, even studies and funerals made me sad and depressed, but nothing compares to the sadness felt when i made this decision. Your friends loved bullying me, as in calling me to greet you, calling me to acknowledge the fact that i certainly do like you a lot, maybe love you more than you can imagine... i was a bit furious at their behaviour, frustrated that i have to put up with it, when you just looked at me casually, like supporting their tauntings, without any feelings at all. Yes, you just stood there and smile. I thought you enjoyed the whole scenario when you see me getting hurt. I dont know why... is it some sort of torture you're putting me through because we have both made each others life miserable? If thats the way it was, im sorry, and thats why i realised its about time i took flight. That night, i got the courage, to text you, asked you how did you feel about me. Your negativity sends me back to firm ground. I know this is reality, and i just got to deal with it. Ive gotta go my own way from now on. You told me, doesnt like doesnt meant that you hated me. I understand that very well, VERY VERY WELL... however, trust me, for a girl, dislike = hatred... 99% of the girls out there wont talk to people who hurt their hearts before... come on, who wants to go through hell another time? Once is enough, twice no merrier, third is death. Sleeping pills and alcohol abuse, those are the easiest ways to cut your life from this world. But im not gonna go through all those, coz there is no point to die... when something as trivial as this happens... if not, how am i gonna survive in the tough world out there? How could i? Thats why ive gotta be strong, stand up to you, and not for you anymore. At least for now, things look quite good. I hate the fact that your friend told me something... its not because you didnt like me, but the time was just not right for you to have a girlfriend. I understand that, my friend Shawn is the same. By having a gf, he thinks he might not be able to cope with his studies and all. For me, its all the same, studies and bfs are two different stories. Maybe i should just find one like my own. But i wanted one who can actually study together with me, you know, getting through thick and thin together... i wanna see my bf and i... soar through exams together... pass through everything together... side by side all the way. I f you think my presence is merely a way to pull you down, im sorry i made you think that way. Im so sorry for that... i didnt meant to make life so difficult for you, coz for me, i thought what i asked for was simple. Didnt know it was hell for you. Sorry. The problem now is... i know how you felt, and some people asked me to wait longer... be patient... but how long should i wait for you? The longer i wait, more people will be hurt. Therefore, im leaving all this behind, and go on. I was proud to do so, many girls wouldnt dare to have the courage to ask a guy that, and i did it, and that makes all the difference in the world.

Physical bruises can heal as time passes...

But bruises deep down in the heart can never heal nor fade away...

So here i sit, trying to let time medicate my pain away... an ointment which many people used, but failed to obtain any significant results.

There is a song which keeps playing on my laptop, not that i purposely turn it on, its just that i cant seem to find the energy to turn it off. Vanessa Hudgens, Gotta Go My Own Way. So significantly true, the lyrics describes what im feeling right now.

I gotta say what’s on my mind. (Ive said what i needed to say to you)
Something about us, doesn’t seem right... these days. (Im feeling this awkward feeling everytime we meet)
Life keeps getting in the way. (Studies and exams and everything else pulls us apart, stopping us from getting together)
Whenever we try, somehow the plan is always rearranged. (Whatever i do, there is always something that spoils it, either you, or my guts)

It’s so hard to say, but I gotta do what’s best for me. (Its hard for me to do this, but thats what is best for me)
You’ll be okay... (I hope you will be okay once ive moved on...)

I’ve got to move on, and be who I am. (Im moving on, and becoming who i am... no more pretense)
I just don’t belong here,I hope you understand. (I just dont belong in your heart, things were never meant to be that way from the start, i hope you will understand that)
We might find a place in this world someday, (There is a big chance we might be together someday)
but at least for now,I gotta go my own way. (But for now, we have to go our own seperate ways)

Don’t wanna leave it all behind. (I dont wanna leave you when i know how you felt)
But I get my hopes up and I watch them fall every time. (But everytime i started wishing on the sky, it falls down hard on me)
Another color turns to grey. (Another troubled day i need to face everytime this happens)
And it’s just too hard... to watch it all... slowly fade away. (Its so hard for me to live like this, watching all my hopes and dreams fade away)

I'm leaving today (Thats why im leaving today)
Cause I gotta do what’s best for me. (Coz this is seriously what is best for me now)
You’ll be okay... (You will be fine without me in your life, i promise)

The ones in purple and italicise are the lyrics for the songs. The ones in brackets are what im going through right now.

And i dont hope you read this entry.

I hope you never read my blog.

But this is what is best for me.

And i hope you're okay with it.

In Berberboo's mind: Im leaving all this behind and get on with my life. There is no point for me to wait any longer. Coz i know you will never need me in your life, whether as a friend or something more than that.

Starting Small

Ever since i entered the blogosphere, or the world of blogging... ive always thought that blogging do make tonnes of money, seemingly Xiaxue can make a living outta it, and even Kenny can earn big bucks a week through the advertisements and sponsors in their blogs. However, for a minute size blogger like me, my blog is of no significant value, till Advertlets came!!!

Although my blog has very few visitors each day, i hope it can one day be as famous as those professional bloggers. As people always say, take small steps each day... you will learn to run one day... haha... made that up actually =D Currently, im not earning much because i cant participate in lots of blogvertorials because im underage (sad sad), but when this opportunity came, i swooped down to take it. Smart right? Hehehe. I cant wait to see the white envelope from Advertlets in my mailbox, bearing my name on it. Aiseh, im gonna be so happpyyyy...

What im going to do with the cheque? ME??? YEA... i wanna put it in my 'Buy-The-Last-Penguin-Plushy' Fund, that is... save it up to get my penguin plushy that ive always wanted. Yay yay!!! Penguin... wait for me okay? Im coming!!!

Though i hope that Advertlets can create more opportunities for underage bloggers to write blogvertorials, the current Advertlets just rock my socks already!!! And by the way, for those who wanna sign up for this, you can head to “Advertlets.com - Blog Advertising in Asia!”. There are having this opportunity for those bloggers who havent cash out to add something into their account!!! So hurry up before the end of September!!!

Ps... June, hurry up!!! =D

How to Annoy a Teacher

I read this article... well actually its some sort of essay we need to complete in my Academic Writing class. Its pretty funny though... why would an academic subject teach us to annoy teachers? Oh wells, at least they have come to their senses that TEACHERS DO NEED some annoying brats like us so that their life wont be that BOOOring. =D I added in some add-ons... enjoy.

It is quite easy to annoy a teacher - even the most patient, kind-hearted teacher in the world(Ms Marlene, Ms Cordelia, Mr Yong, Doc Lee) - if you follow these simple steps.

First, always come to class just a little late (Izzu, Jeff, ???). Second, make as much noise as possible as you enter the room (Izzu again =D). Next, greet all your friends with a cheerful wave (Berber) - or even better, with a shouted greeting (Izzu again). Finally, slam your heavy backpack down on the floor next to your desk and do a few stretching exercises (Hmm). (After all, you will be sitting still for the next hour or so!) Before you sit down, make a big, gaping yawn and take your seat (Sleeping God, Norman... ).

As soon as the lesson begins, raise your hand and ask to be excused to go to the restroom. When you return, be sure to slam the door, and again, make as much noise as possible while taking your seat (Hmm... no one gua...). In the next few minutes, turn the pages of your book noisily, search in your backpack for a pencil, ask your neighbor if you can borrow an eraser, and announce in a loud voice that you cannot find your homework-- or even... you didnt do your homework! ( i guess too many names to mention xD). Then, raise your hand and ask to be excused to look for it in your locker... or car... or house...

If the teacher should happen to call on you during the class, mumble an answer.When he or she asks you to speak up, mumble again-- maybe a little louder this time, but still not loud enough to be heard. If the teacher dares to ask you a third time, give a loud and clear answer (shout at the teacher!) to the previous question-- the one your classmate answered a minute ago--and smile smugly as you do so.

In conclusion, if these techniques do not achieve the desired results, you can always fold your arms across your desk, put your head down, and take a nap. Just do not forget to snore!!!

No wonder Ms Adriana hates people sleeping in her classes. xD Sleeping God arr... dont sleep liaw lorrr... =P

Aiseh... i wanna start pointing my fingers at people liaw le... haha... cannot stand it la... good tips... but old tips already le... maybe got any new ideas? Tell me? Haha...

In Berberboo's mind : Thanks to you, im safe and dry.

Saturday Woes

I slept farking early last night, and woke up farking early this morning... and took my bath under a farking cold shower... and and... wore a farking set of formals, for a farking ceremony, which i farking left early, coz i had a farking test, which i farking screwed, and i farking itch, because my farking shirt is farking new, and the farking shirt made me itchy, so i farking rush home to change... and i farking... oh quit it... im starting to sound so much like Kenneth right now. HAha... Sorry Kenneth, you speak like this too. =P Oh wells, back to PROPER English now.

On this cloudy Saturday morning, i had to kick my own butt out of my bed very very early in the morning because i had to revise for my exams. Academic Writing and Engineering Maths B. What else could be worst? Seriously, i do not know what to study for AW... its just English, many said so... but come on, when English papers have formats, that make the paper damn difficult to swallow. So, we had a comparison and contrast essay, and a few grammar exercises for the test. Overall, 30% of finals. AISEH, can die la. What with the rough start we had for the subject, even the new lecturer cant perform a miracle to save our skins le. I hope i can still score a distinction for the paper. Sigh... Pity the other group, the ones with him, Michael and Robin's class. They just learnt how to write compare and contrast essays... YESTERDAY. OMG... thats suicidal. Shit la... oh wells, nothing can be done because this is already too late... TOO LATE... i just hope they can do well for it, coz it seems i heard that the lect is lenient in marking the papers. So lenient marking, good marks... bless them.

Went to eat at Chillipeppers with friends. Revised EMB, chit chatted... ate and drunk... hmmmph... saw them... the Sibu guys... haha... dunno why am i referring them as that now... coz... all dye the hair the same color. DAMN CUTE CAN??? Haha. Oh wells, he still didnt say sorry. And... i wont forgive him if he didnt. Sorry Ben. Oh ya, he didnt sit for his EMB test that afternoon. Sigh... pity neh... he had to go back to Sibu for whatever reasons i dont know. Hope he is fine.

EMB test was World War 3. Or maybe... the end of the world. It was so frigging hard le. Didnt do a question, screwed up another. So in total, only did 7/9 questions. HMMPHHH... i think i cant get a distinction in it le. MALU LEEEE... no more face liaw... can go and hide somewhere next week. Hide my face in the toilet... in my bag... in my car... everywhere... =.= oh wells... what can i do... not everyone is perfect... dont expect me to get 100 for the test again... coz i CANT... even he cant... he told me so... and i believe him. oh shit... im gonna die im gonna die...

I think i trust people too easily. Thats the end of me. I should keep an eye out for people like this in the future. Take care of myself from now. Sighhh...

My bruises are healing... i hope my feelings are too.

BTW... GUESS WHO I SAW??? THOMAS TAN!!! OMG... HE LOOKS SOOO... the same... you know what i mean... =D

In Berberboo's mind : I think... i have a penchant for soft guys. Maybe coz im too rough. Haha.

My old BUDDY!!!

I know this post is kinda late... but... hehe... i cant help but i needa post it... if not my dear old buddy will cekik me when i visit (if can la) her in Miri in December. xD Lynthia... she is... my very very olddddddddddddddddd buddy. =P I havent met her in 8-9 years since she left for Miri after our Primary 2. Sigh. Missed her so much la. Still kept in contact over the years... But then, we lost contact altogether ever since i moved house. EEEEEEEEE... im a bad fwen. But... its not my fault le, i lost my telephone directory book that i used to keep all my contacts in it. Must have terbuang it while doing the sorting and packing. SIGHS. So anyways, Lyn made her way to Kuching, albeit her busy schedule and having to study for SPM this year ( I FINISHED MY SPM LIAW... =P). So i gotta meet up with her this time. ITS A MUST. OMG... imagine having to see your long lost friend after all these years, of course there is SOOOO many things that we need to catch up with. Right right? Hehe. So, Lyn, Virgin and I met up for lunch at McD's last Saturday. And speaking of Virgin, Lyn did tell Virgin that she knows me, but Virgin NEVER told me that... until a week before Lyn came back. EVIL VIRGIN!!! =X Oh ya, Virgin was Lyn's senior in their school in Miri, so they knew each other. =D

This is Virgin. Or Voon Chin actually. But heck Virgin sounds soooo much better. xD

And this is Lyn. OMG... isnt she adorable??? She is so cute... i actually wanted to pinch her cheeks... but dont dare le... hehe... Afterwards she scold me flat flat later. HAHA... she is the ex head girl in her school le... damn good hor? =P

Haha... we reminiscence about the good old days... those sweet memories... the not so sweet ones... and also... the present. I dont know why everytime i meet up with an old friend, the topics of conversation always dwell around studies, boyfriends and how has life been treating us so far. WHY HOR? Haha... speaking of boyfriends, how do you expect me to shut up? I can say i dont have a boyfriend but im not available coz im so in love with someone right now. And if that someone reads this, please respond that at least im somewhere there in your heart by seating very near me during EMB lecture on Tuesday. CAN? NAH... you dont read this, no one here who knows you does. So... im just hoping on a fallen star. SIGH.

Okay, back to last Saturday. So after lunch, Virgin had to leave to play badminton... so, me and Lyn ended up walking all around town, from Tun Jugah, Sarawak Plaza, Crown Plaza and Tun Jugah back again. We got to talk about EVERYTHINGGGG... xD So nice le... coz we cant shut up even for a bit. Hehe, my twin soul. xD Oh ya... bought her some early birthday gift. Hope you like it girl!!! =) I bought myself a shirt from Hush Puppies. OMG... i can fit in size M. DANG... im so happy... so after an afternoon of hanging around town, seriously, this was the first time i lepak in town that long without my parents. Hehe, dad picked us up for ABC in Padungan there. OMG... hot weather + ABC = super Sunday!!!

Lyn went back to Miri the next afternoon. Sad la cant send her off. I hope to see her again. SIGH... Oh ya Lyn, i dont know whether i can go to Miri to meet you or not, but i will try my best la. No promises, kay dear?

And i dont know... or should i say... im kinda proud of myself that ive managed to lose weight over the months. Im happy... =D but still, i needa lose more weight. 8 MORE KGS... GILA HOR? June showed me a pic of us last year, or was it the year before... and OMG... I LOOKED SO FAT... DOUBLE CHIN... NO... TRIPLE!!!!!! =.= I will show you...

Then : Hehe, really chubby and fat la. I was 65 kgs back then. =.= Dont you dare poke fun at my chinny chin chin!!! And i look damn nerdy back then. And still do. My legs were so biggy... NO JOKE!

Now: My legs are still so FATTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Last time, it was a crossbreed of horse's and pig's. Now, its no more pig's... but still HORSE!!! =.= Oh ya... im 58 now... sigh... just 8 more.

I wanna wear skirt and still look nice in it. I look like a tong sampah if i wear skirts you know... =.=

What happened to my double/triple chin? Its half gone. =.= or xD? haha... dunno.

Anyways... Lyn Lyn, miss ya. =D Take care of yourself over there in Miri. Muaksss...

In Berberboo's mind : I mish my old friends... and one of them is... KITTY!!! =( *pouts*

NOW... everything can transform!

I finally got the chance to watch Transformers not too long ago, when Shawn so kindly lent me the CD. YAY!!! Best movie of the year, as said by Zaki, its a pity i didnt get to watch it sooner. Sigh. I agree 100% that it is the BEST!!! BEAT HARRY POTTER'S ASS BUH-BYE!!! Those who hasnt watched it yet, ESPECIALLY June, better go watch it. =P

First, we see cars transform, lorries transform, tankers and airplanes transform. But why is it all the transportations nia? Nothing else meh? Buh, i was thinking we humans were out of ideas... But then, Irene, my old buddy from Swinburne who is now studying in London, sent me an email not so long ago... about a new transforming means. Through shoes!!! Yesh, AND... ITS A NIKE! Nikes are so kewl~~~

Lets see the pics i saved from the email.

This are the so called Nike transformer shoes.

Nike-bots... LETS ROLL!!!


Pi pa pa pop... Strife checking in...

Pi pa pa pop... Seed checking in...

Ok... i suck at making the sounds... and i suck at naming them... BUT YOU CANT DENY THAT THIS IS SO KEWLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL...

Imagine owning one of this. When you are halfway in class... and the lecturer starts his/her boring and dull lecture, just take off your shoes, and start transforming them like you're playing a rubic cube. Trust me, classes wont be so boring after that. You either get bombarded to the grave by your lecturer, or you will have the time of your life trying to transform something that none of your classmates have. =D

BIG REMINDER TO ALL : Before you start transforming your shoes, please check for any residues or spots of dog poo at the soles of your shoes. You dont wanna end up smelling like poo just to have a little fun, right? =)

In Berberboo's mind : I wanna transform my handphone... =(

EEEEE... what rotten luck!!!

Oh gee... i dont know what should i call this? KARMA? I dont believe in karma, but then, karma said... when you do good, good things happen to you, when you do bad, bad things come running after you. I guess this is so true. A few days ago, i was in a heated situation with my mum, and i was so pissed i havent spoken a proper sentence to her ever since. Then, i dunno whether it is a series of bad luck or whatever crap... not only i couldnt get my phone that day, a few days later... i found out i was chosen for PLKN. DAMMMNNNN... I dont wanna go!!! I dont wanna go!!! =.= Sien laaaa... whoever has the intention of liking PLKN without hearing any encouragements from friends are liars. Bullshitters. OMG... HOW CAN YOU LIKE THE PROGRAMME??? Let me ask you... in a war, do you make cakes? Do you do community services? Do you 'kawad' into the battlefield? Do you hold a M-16 once and fire, then the rest of the war, you run around flailing your arms and raise your voices? I guess everyone rather walk straight up to the enemy and said, 'I will do whatever it takes to survive, even if its betraying my country.' Who wouldnt want a few more mins or survival? Although i know that the enemy will fire you flat before you finish talking, but at least you spare some time for you to look at the surroundings before you pass over to the next world. If you think this programme is some sort of stuff to encourage patriotisme into us, lets just plug a lie-detector, or even ask JJ and Rudy from Hitz.Fm to ask those so called 'fighters' in PLKN whether they really learnt something during that process. Tell you what, figures of people talking about they learnt to be more patriotic, may be nil. The rest is just fun and excitement, know more friends and yada yada. Oh wells, i cant talk much. Just gonna wait and see what happens if they dare send me a farking letter. Oh yea... was supposed to get my phone today, but then... my ATM card was like... blur. I forgot to change my pin number. Hehehe. Idiots. And then, i found out that my account is still short of some money due to some scholarship crap, so i cant get my phone today. Oh wells, maybe thats the 'karma' of shouting at my mum yesterday. YES... I DID SHOUT AT HER!!! =.=

Well, if i cant get my phone, and my bad luck or so called KARMA is happening... then in December...

PLKN, HERE I COME!!! =(

In Berberboo's mind : I hate all this things. =.=