Time flies...

Been caught up with so many things that i, the great yours truly, finally admits that i am no superwoman. There are mounts of work to be done, lots of emotional breakdowns and seeing the days ahead as something i wouldnt look forward to. Through all these things, certain issues popped out and these are things i have to constantly remind myself of for the next few years of college life, be it a guide to life, happiness, or torture.

• Friends will always be there for you but there is a limit to what they can do. Dont expect telling them all your problems and expecting them to solve it for you. What they can do for you is just temporary.
  
• Trust only your family as they are always there for you. There may be constant nagging and yelling, but those are for your own good.
  
• 3 years without my brother is like hell breaking loose on earth.
• I seriously cannot find anyone to turn to anymore besides my brother. And he is leaving. Vincent only resembles 1/3 of my brother. Where is the other 2/3? Any candidates?
• No more 'Baby-Baby'.
  
• For your info, yours truly is still taking engineering even though she doesnt like it. Its what the future holds that really matters. And so far, im doing fine in everything.
  
• Constant stress is a bad thing. It makes you fat. Binge eating is bad for health.
  
• Never spend RM150 a week on Sushi King. It is burning a hole in my pocket.
  
• With my brother away from home, time to save up all the cash.
• I need something to de-stress me. And it is in the form of a pink DS Lite with Pokemon game.
  
• Being stingy and proud isnt a bad thing. Coz it saves your ass even though it kills friendship. This proves that the friendship that existed between you and whoever involved isnt a genuine one.
• Going to KL more frequently could be a good thing or a bad thing. Good as in seeing my bro and shopping. Bad as in money. But im saving alright.
• Say no to pills!
  
• With all the stress im going through, im trying to lose weight. But all i see is my weight shooting over the 60 mark bench.
• I need to be silent for the next few years. Do not expect me to be the cheerful and bubbly Amber that you used to know. I will only talk when i am supposed to talk. Other than that, shush.
• Call me stingy with anything, im just trying to shut up. Time flies and people change.
• I still need a 4 flat in all my exams. Those blocking my way to it will get serious lashing.
• Im in no mood to even look at eye candies anymore. The interest dies.
• Online games waste money. So does blogging. Cut down on internet usage?
  
• Home will be somewhere for me to sleep at night only.
• Home will be like a post war zone. Cold and silent.
• Drastic changes soon to come. I can do it.
  
• Supposed to change my hairdo but thinking of it now, whats the use? People change hairdos just to attract the opposite sex and to make them feel good. I do not feel good if my hairstyle changes, nor do i need any more attention.
• Nerd and hermit mode is on.
• Dresses or skirts once a week only.
  
• Back to flip-flops and no high heels?
• Backpacks are for nerds. Im getting one.
• Contact lens can be stored away for good.
• Need lots of exercise. Bad health.
• Whoever says im pretty, smart, thin, and tall should be slapped.
  
• Learn to say 'NO'. Dont try to help every single person as if it is my job to do so.
• Changing my cell number as a first step to be in reclusion.
• Need to buff up and be strong for myself. Do not show my soft side at all.
  
• Being emo is childish. No point crying over small matters. It just shows how weak you truly are.
• Love is a bitchslap. I vow not to love anyone anymore in this 3 years.
  
• No bad words.
• Never ask people where what is located. Go to Wikimapia.com
• More baking sprees to come.
• Less outing.
• More studying.
• I need to live well. Physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually.
• No more shopping in Kuching. KL can.
• Save petrol if i can. No point going home during breaks.
• Commitment is a huge thing. And for that, i am not ready to commit in things im not going to tell.
• Dont daydream. It wont happen.
• Be strong Amber, you can do it. GAMBATEH!!!

Living in this world, we face many turmoils. Thanks to all those who are always there for me. I appreciate you guys.

XOXO, Amber.

End

I wanna quit engineering. Ive had enough. No point doing something i never liked in the first place. Bye.

Cake

Had a really bad week behind me. Crashed someone's car, ruin my dad's birthday, tired with the repainting of the house, bad coughing and sucky classes. What else to do besides baking to relieve stress again? I am really out of ideas to relieve stress. Oh someone better come rescue me before i turn fat. Betsy says im getting fatter. OUCH!

Coffee cake with crunchy nut crumbles... haha... its a piece of cake ^^


Triple chocolate cake... chocolate cake with chocolate sauce and with chocolate rice again... wheee.... baked it for Dominic for his belated birthday coz i promised him to. =D

And about the taste... ask Dom. =P although the one in his blog looks like shit =X

Anyways... i dont really have the mood to blog right now... so... toodles

P.s. I hate talking to stupid people (literally). They make you more stress than you really are.

Beef Noodles

Im a huge fan of beef noodles... and beef kueh tiaw... people used to say that Open-Air beef noodle is the best but since im not allowed out at night, i cant join in the gastronomic fun and devour that precious bowl of Open-Air's beef noodle. Thats why i looked for alternative spots to eat beef noodles, which are open during the day too. I used to like Lam's Place beef noodles, but then, i got really sick of the sweet broth they used. It is an acquire taste and not really to my liking anyways. But then, that was before i tried another place. And that place is Madam Tang's. This eatery is located at Jalan Petanak, and also USED TO BE at Tabuan Laru roundabout but i dont know why that branch closed down. I really loved Madam Tang's beef noodle because it was the best beef noodles i have ever tasted. The taste is sooooooo gooooooodddddddd... and the meat they gave was a lot, and with special, you get lots of tendon and such. Even though quite pricey at RM4.80 per bowl of regular and RM6.80 per bowl for a special one, its worth every bit of money spent. Dont believe me?

Now, doesnt this bowl of beef kueh tiaw makes your mouth drool? Look at the enormous amount of topping given. Arrrrghhh... i wanna get some now... why oh why did the branch near my house got shut down? WHY? Now i have to go all the way to Petanak. That sucks with the petrol price. =_=

And then, i read from somewhere that the beef noodles in The Spring was pretty good. So since im a regular there, i gave it a shot. And when i tried it... i deduce that the one at Spring is good enough to whet my obsession with beef noodles. It tastes pretty good too. The taste is mild but then, it is tasty enough to keep me going back there for more.


It costs RM5.50 per bowl of regular ones and RM7.00 for a special one. Even though more expensive than Madam Tang's, the taste is okay... and the ambiance is so much better ^^Next week baby, im coming back for more.... wheeeeeeeeee

Another place where you can get good beef noodles during the day is at KTS. Located somewhere near Sarawak Plaza, their beef noodles is very very special. Why? Coz their gravy is sour and a little bit spicy. Really tingles the tastebuds. Too bad i havent got a photo of it but i will soon when i go there again... =D

So everyone, with good beef noodles around town... lets just tuck in, shall we? ^^

Of different worlds

Why is it so difficult to make friends with lowly-educated people? Or is it people with just no mentality? I dont know why myself. Eh, its not like im trying to look down on them because im better off or what la, but seriously, they are just, not from the same world. Okay okay, they are humans too, with emotions like me, but say, they are just different from me (people with some education background). And by the way, im NOT REFERRING to all the lowly-educated people lar. Some of them are really nice, but some are just... well, lets see how ignoramus they can be.

I knew a girl from my National Service days. Which is, i only know her for 15 days. Lets call her Missy. In camp, i was pretty close to Missy, or can i just admit, im pretty CLOSE with everyone i know (that is if you have been my friend and know me). We have been through ups and downs in the camp, as in all those supernatural happenings, freaking bossy camp trainers, illnesses and hardcore training. We shared laughters, tears and scary moments together. Well, the whole Alpha girls that is. I cant single her out coz im pretty close with the others too. But she is close to me coz she cannot communicate well with other trainees due to communication barrier. Since im multilingual, i can communicate with the Chinese, Malays and Bumis, except Indians la, we speak BM too coz heck i dont know how to speak a word of Indian except pondeh, anji and so on... LOL So lets get back to Missy. She came out from camp for their holidays and she wants to meet up with me. So, i was to meet up with her and I suggested a day and place but then she couldnt go because she hasnt got any transportation. So okay la. I went with another friend as planned that day too. For her, maybe some other time then, but then she insisted on having a meet another day during their holidays, so me being a goody goody person and a good friend, i wouldnt ditch my friend just like that. I suggested other days when she has transport, but seemingly she isnt from Kuching, i guess its pretty tough on her also. So, she asked me to fetch her. I accepted la, coz fetching people is okay. But then, that is where all the headache begins. After fetching her, she asked me to drive to all those places in town that i personally would never go to, for example Kuching town and 3rd Mile area. There goes my petrol tank. I said, i couldnt go far coz my petrol was only half tank, but she said, "If finish, buy nia la". I was like wtf, i dont have money la. Petrol consumption for me is under my monthly allowance. And at RM2.70 a litre, i try not to travel around much except to University and back home due to tight financial problems. However, she daringly said "Ask your parents to pay la". I really went wtf, but Missy didnt know what it meant. Zzzz... I just kept quiet and shook my head. No point quarreling right? She wouldnt understand me anyways. Coz maybe in her eyes, im rich? WTF LAR... even rich kids have trouble getting money from their parents ok? Unless they are the only child to billionaire parents or what, but me being from quite a well-to-do family, i stick with my monthly allowance and nothing more. I personally HATE PEOPLE who thinks im rich. And then... Missy and I had our meal... well, if she has the manners or so, she would offer to pay for the bill, which i usually will decline if IM THE ONE who asked people out for a cuppa. However, she waited for me to pay for it man. Like soooooo wtf!!! Missy invited me out, and then i had to pay for the bill, and i had to come out with my own petrol. WTF. And whats worst, since i have never been to those areas in town, some fucktard scratch my car. OMG!!! And i didnt even dare tell my parents either. I managed to remove most of the scratch stains so they are not that visible to the naked eye. Haih, told my brother and Vince though. Crap. So yea, brought her around. Parking tickets - on me, food - on me, petrol - on me. What else lar??? Zzzz... its that how you treat someone when YOU ASKED THEM OUT? And giving me directions where to go some more. Damn, i was close to slapping her when she orders me around. But, I was just holding my patience lor. So we were talking and talking about how's life in the camp and such. Then, she was asking me about studying and such. For your info, she isnt studying anymore but working already. Her qualification is nothing close to mine. She didnt drop out from school, but was one of those lowly scored students (in simple words, stupid). Gah, im in no position to call her dumb. =.= So, I said i have to study and what what lar... since its the weekdays and she asked me out, has she ever though i might have classes? She didnt bother at all man. She was like, we should do this more often when im out from camp. Zzzz... more often? You pay larr... wtf la... i was like, see whether im free or not, coz got classes (trying to be the goody person here). Then she went, "Nevermind about your classes lar, just skip it then can go out and have fun. What is so nice to study anyways? Cannot earn money one. Try and work la. Earn enough money, then get married and have children. Thats what every girl wants right? Good husband and family. Money not important one. As long as enough to survive lor". In my mind, studying needs money to pay also la. Skipping classes means throwing money away also la. Zzzz... And wtf is with ALL THE ULU PEOPLE THINKING THAT MARRIAGE IS THE ONLY SOLUTION TO THEIR LIFE? Earning money is a necessity in this modern world la. Without money, YOU THINK I CAN BRING YOU OUT MEH? AND GOING OUT WITH YOU NEEDS MONEY ALSO LA!!! Shyt man. She doesnt understand we students at all. One outing = RM50. She thinks my money falls from the heavens is it? Go to hell la. I was so close to answering her back at times, but thank God, my brother called asking me whether i want to go and fetch my parents. I accepted gleefully. At least i got a damn good reason to get away from it. And telling Missy that, she was like so sad i had to go so soon... man, if another hour with her, next thing i have to pay for her shopping also is it? Im not a sugar daddy okay? Feck off. One thing i know im gonna do is, IM GONNA AVOID HER AT ALL COST. Making stupid excuses for not meeting her up. I mean, poor people usually blame the rich people for never understanding their pleas, but then, they themselves never understand us either. They take things for granted. So maybe thats why they made friends with me at first? Coz of what i have? Taking advantage of me is not friendship. Im taking a bow. Zzz... if friends like this exist, i wouldnt mind scraping them off my friends list. Its not worth cutting your lifespan for shyts like this. Lucky i didnt explode and scold her. Im not that type. Once is enough. Ive had it.

And to add more crap, i knew a few guys from camp too. And they are one heck of a persistent group of people. They want me to be their girlfriend, and one even proposed to me. WTF MAN... some of them, education is so-so, and some... CANT EVEN READ WELL. Speak to me using broken BM and Mandarin, SMS also in some alien SMS language that i dont understand. Zzzz... One guy, call him Dude. Dude is not from Kuching either. But at least he is from a big city (wont say where incase he might read this). Education level - after SPM. He is a nice person to talk to, coz he is the second person who KNOWS how to speak English at the camp. So yea, friends with him was okay at first. But not till i came out from camp. He become weird, persistent. Well, i told a white lie to EVERYONE in camp, saying i have a boyfriend already. And Dude didnt give a shyt whether im attached or not. He persistently asked me to be his gf. I said no, i dont know you well. He said, "Come with me to my home place after i finish NS. Marry me, i can make you happy. I dont care whether you love me or not. As long as i love you, that is all that matters. I dont care you like someone else. As long as i have you, im very happy. Please come with me. I can make you very happy, i promise you". And that moment, i burst. I called him crazy and ignored all his calls and SMSes. Shyt man. Totally freaked me out. =.= Gee... why so freakish one? So after Dude, another guy, call him Boy. Boy always call me and SMS me to the point i get so annoyed. After every meal, he will ask whether i have eaten my meal. Ask what am i doing now. Ask when can i meet him. Ask can i go out with him. Ask me whether i miss him. Ask him whether i like him. I MEAN WTF MAN!!! I NEVER REPLIED TO SOME OF HIS MSGS. Doesnt he get the fucking hint that i dont like him a bit? Zzzz... some guys just dont get the hint man!!! My boyfriend doesnt even ask me those questions all the time man. This guy is like a stalker. Shyt. That day, Boy called me and i asked Hou Kee to answer it for me. Haha, i thought that might get him off guard and leave me alone, but NOOOO, he still kept going on. Zzzz... And then... there came some more guys... GAH... I CAN GO ON TILL FOREVER MAN... annoyed the shit out of me. Whats with them not getting the hint that i dont like them? I am okay with them being friends, but whats with knowing them for 15 days and asking me to be their girlfriend? Marry them??? WTFUCK!!! Oh ya, i told them i had a boyfriend. And one guy, he replied, "i dont care whether you have a boyfriend. I dont mind being your spare. I dont mind waiting till you break up with your bf. If he doesnt treat you well, i will". And then, there is another species of guys that i despise. Those who says, "I regret getting together with my girlfriend. If i had known you sooner, i would surely asked you to be my girlfriend first. I want to break up with her and be with you, can?" OMG, SHAMELESS BUNCH OF BABOONS... are they just naive or stupid? You tell me. If dont like the girlfriend, why be together in the first place??? I seriously dont have ANY BIT OF RESPECT for this kind of people. Then there is the other kind who says, "You're really pretty lar, can be my gf or not?" Wtf la, people who look at the outer beauty is so... how to say, you cannot trust them at all. They go for your beauty and nothing else. Thats why i hate it when people say im pretty. I feel like walking off. Best thing is, pretend nothing happened and keep your silence. Coz......... IGNORANCE IS GOLDEN!!! Its the best way now. Zzzz

I better end this before i blab too much. So how do you people handle this kind of situation? Tell me whether i am overreacting or am i wise to do so.

Holiday mood

Been given a week of holidays due to relocation of thingy-thingy from Swinburne's old building to the new buildings. So... holidays suck as usual, coz damn bored with nothing to do at home lor... sien... good thing is that we have Sustainable Design essay to write, and also lots of tutorials for EM2 to do thanks to Ms Betsy. LOL. Anyways, gonna finish them in a jiffy. But still damn bored lor... so i experiment a few recipes. ^^ Oh wells... picture talk coz i wanna do my homework soon.

Last week, i baked a lemon cotton cheesecake... which turn out... GREAT!!! My dad loves it, my friends... well, they sorta like it... especially my loyal Taster (Dom), and a few others said it was ok... but as usual, a tad too sweet. Although i did cut down on the sugar, maybe different people have different threshold of sweet tooth? LOL. Oh wells... lemme show you the cheesecake.


Tadah!!! Lemon Cotton Cheesecake. Substituted lemon with lime... so TOOOO fruity lor... but ok la... not bad for first timers... ^^

Then on Monday, i went out to Parkson to get some baking stuff. Too bad dont have lor. So i decided to see whether the RUSS panda they had on the shelf was still there... TO MY HORROR, IT WAS STILL THERE!!! so i bought it. =.= horror as in horror to my wallet lor... pity it. It is getting empty sooner than i think it would be. Sighs.


Welcome Tori into the family!!! Wheee... im so happy. SO CUTE CAN!!! ESPECIALLY THE BUTT!!! Will post the butt picture one day. Gee, I wanted a red panda plushie, but i couldnt find one lar. But RUSS has a raccoon plushie on sale. RM52.90 before discount. Should i? =(

Then yesterday, i decided to be crazy a little bit. I MADE BEER JELLY!!! WHOOOPEDOOO...


Beer jelly. Extremely alcoholic. Good for those who loves the alcohol. ^^ Add a little Irish Cream to it. Or was it Scottish cream? Dont remember but its some sort of alcohol creamy thing that is damn strong. SHYT... i got dizzy when i ate the jelly. But then, the aftertaste is like caramel sweetness... so cool... ~~~

And then, there is today... i got so stress last night lor... for an apparent reason which i would not like to discuss here at all. Will do if the time is right. Oh wells. So woke up at 8.30am this morning to do some baking. Baked coffee cake and coffee cupcake... which pretty much uses the same recipe, so damn easy to do lar... ^^


Coffee cake with cream cheese topping... hehe... gave a quarter to Mumzy and the other quarter to Baby.


Coffee cupcake with chocolate rice topping. ^^ Gave 2 to Mumzy and Baby. Those in the pics are what there is left. Teeheehee... see what magical wonders a recipe can do. =D And so far, Mumzy and Bii said it was good. So... at least im less stress now lor... ^^

Then i went to Spring to catch up with a National Service friend, whom is out for the Hungry Ghost holidays. 5 DAYS MAN!!! WOOT... im happy to see her la... =D Went to makan at Sushi King. Got that Unagi offer thingy. DAMN CHEAP LA WEI. We ate for 2 person, about 12 plates of REAL GOOD SUSHI and the bill came to 48 bucks only. OMG... HAPPY TILL CAN DIE. But i forgot to take photo of the food la (coz i am an irresponsible blogger, LOL) coz i was very pai seh to take photo of food when im with her. LOL. So we ate and ate and talked a whole damn lot. Wahhh... so many things i missed out at camp. Damn i so wish i was there longer. Damn that fucking dormitory. Zzzzz... so anyways, here is our pic. ^^


Yours truly and friend, Ah Ling. ^^ O.o i got V shape chin. SHYT... my mum is so gonna kill me if she see this picture. GAH...

By the way, to Kits... i cant go out at night lar... still grounded from that. Curfew is 6.30 pm. Zzzz... really hope can meet with you next week. Will call you by then if you didnt read this. K?

So that sums up my day... for today la... gonna go back to EM2 now... i think i screw up somewhere... haha... toodles for now... =D

Birthdays!

I DONT FECKIN CARE ABOUT USING CAPS FOR THIS WHOLE POST... HAHAHAHA... COZ ITS A VERY VERY HAPPY DAY... WOOT... WHOLE KUCHING TURNED INTO THE STONE AGE FOR FEW HOURS... TOTAL BLACKOUT!!! 2 HOURS PLUS IF MY TIMING WAS RIGHT... WAS IN CHURCH WHEN THE LIGHTS WENT OUT AND THE PRIEST WHEN INTO A DRAWLING VOICE... HAHAHAHA... LUCKY I DIDNT SING TODAY, COZ MY CAR WAS TAKEN IN THE AFTERNOON (OH NO!!!) SO I DIDNT GO FOR PRACTICE, BUT EVEN IF I DID, I HAD TO SING WITHOUT MUSIC AND WITH MY LOUD LOUD VOICE... SURE NO PITCHING PROBLEMS ONE.... ^^ DRIVING AROUND IN THE DARK IS DAMN SCARY LA WEI... I DROVE HOME COZ MUMMY DRIVES WORSE THAN ME, SO I TOOK THE WHEEL. NO TRAFFIC LIGHTS, TRAFFIC JAMS EVERYWHERE, CROSS TRAFFIC LIGHT ALSO LIKE SANDWICH, STUCK HERE AND THERE COZ EVERYONE WANTS TO CROSS THE ROAD. IN THE END, SWITCH ON THE FECKING HAZARD LIGHTS LA... HAHAHA... DAMN SUANG I TELL YOU...

ANYWAYS, IN THIS POST... I JUST WANNA WISH MY BABY KEVIN LAU A HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY... he is a very old man now, and is getting forgetful by the day, so please bear with him. ^^ ALL THE BEST FOR THE NEW YEAR... AND AND... STUDY HARDER LA PLEASE... BUH... =P IM ALL WORRIED AT TIMES... BUH... AND ALSO TO PEI YUAN AND AUGUSTINE LIM... HAPPY 19TH AND 20TH BIRTHDAY TOMORROW... sorry coz im lazy to blog tomorrow... i think? LOL

MAY GOD BLESS ALL THE BIRTHDAY BOYS!!! WHEEEEEEE... oh ya, happy belated Birthday to Mum and Bro on the 2nd August... =D *winks*

Random Ramblings

*no pictures ahead* So gawd damn bored right now... and everytime im bored, i get all whooshed up in my self-created Lalaland where the birds and the bees are naturally pink without me needing to paint them that bimbo color. This post is all about my musings and rubbish that i just wanna blab about but didnt get the chance to, or maybe they are just wound up nicely in my big piggy head that i didnt dare to dig out the mesh. Oh well... ive been thinking... and thinking... its not that i cant find a boyfriend or what... its just that... good guys that I LIKE are either taken or gay. Mind you, i DID NOT say that all the good guys are either taken or GAY... coz Mr Khong says he is a nice guy but he isnt gay. LOL... i know you're gonna read this... bleh... just had my first day of second semester in my university... been longing to go back to campus and study ever since holidays started... but then... being back into university and such... i thought there would be something to be happy about or even something to celebrate (call me cuckoo i dont give a shyt), but then, no euphoria and everything is as dull as usual. I got an Indian lecturer... AGAIN... but at least this one speaks English that i can understand perfectly well, and dont count Ms Seibu Indian coz she speaks BBC. He teaches Materials and Processes, which i hope can scrape a good grade in my books. Then again, i got a really young lecturer, or i think she is, teaching me Sustainable Design. Its a new subject in the course... so saw many seniors. Whoa, the pressure piling up. Must not lose face. LOL... Got a working adult, Mr Chong or whatever is his full name, i forgot already. He teaches Civil Engineering Project. The class wasnt dull la... just too boring... and with his frequency, i get sleepy and started talking rubbish behind, so yea, was disturbing the flow of the class till he asked us to go out, DID HE? Indirectly yes. HAHA. Oh wells, you cannot blame a class being boring. Especially when they are no surprises or fun during the first lecture. I mean come on la, lecturers being boring on the first meet, students are bound to get less interested in the subject. Lecturers should give a good first impression to students, and so the other way round so that there is a good flow of traffic in the class. I feel like im in some sort of twilight zone where only crickets are allowed to make noise. Oh ya, dont ask me to paragraph my musings, go away if you get annoyed reading. Blah... one thing i never understand lor... why guys' ego is so BIG? I mean damn humongous la. Let me talk the Malaysian style. Why do guys have ego ler? Is it because they have balls ma? Balls boh... If like that girls should have ego coz they have boobies hia??? If guys' balls got harvested during an accident or what le? Means ego gone lor... Right ma? Then might as well castrate all the guys to make me feel better lar? Har? like that... all no testosterones... cham liao... not good not good... tidak baik untuk kesihatan... aduh... gah... enough about that talk... it is still a mystery to me coz i can NEVER find a guy whose ego isnt as small as his balls. I mean it. Guys can say their ego isnt big or what, but as time approaches and you get to know him better, his ego is bigger than the map of United States man!!! No kidding!!! Damn annoyed at times la. But what to do, "A Guy without ego isnt a Guy at all". Thats the statement of the century. Another thing i cant seem to fathom is why do i project a different impression on others? Someone once told me that i look very stupid and wayyy not like a smartass but my results hurricaned him off his balls that he was so shocked he turn speechless and apologise. Oh wells, its too late too apologise babeh!!! I have you in my record book already. Others say im like the most snobbish sonofabitch they have ever met. Oh wells, i aint snobbish... maybe just because i dont greet you? And thats because i dont know you? Like why la should i go talking so friendly to people i dont know? Im not cheeky like some other girls you know. Wearing minis and rubbing legs with guys... omg... that one is so eww... well, bear with me... im pretty nice if you know me. I have a cute smile *rolls eyes* lol... Enough about that, whats with me not smiling much these days lor? Coz Andy said i look good when i smile... even CCF said so... SO... im not gonna smile so freely anymore... i dont want people to look at me... scary you know... =X its 11.30 pm now... and im feeling so drowsy. Night classes really drain the life out of me. Crap. And just so you know... i think the world revolves around money la. When you have money, everything also can!!! Haha. That makes me wonder, if we have all the money in the world, what else is there left to purchase? o.0 eternity. To end my post, i need a guy who hasnt got a huge ego, and that leaves me to myself for the rest of my life. So staying single isnt a bad thing ya know. Personal Grooming.