Random Ramblings

*no pictures ahead* So gawd damn bored right now... and everytime im bored, i get all whooshed up in my self-created Lalaland where the birds and the bees are naturally pink without me needing to paint them that bimbo color. This post is all about my musings and rubbish that i just wanna blab about but didnt get the chance to, or maybe they are just wound up nicely in my big piggy head that i didnt dare to dig out the mesh. Oh well... ive been thinking... and thinking... its not that i cant find a boyfriend or what... its just that... good guys that I LIKE are either taken or gay. Mind you, i DID NOT say that all the good guys are either taken or GAY... coz Mr Khong says he is a nice guy but he isnt gay. LOL... i know you're gonna read this... bleh... just had my first day of second semester in my university... been longing to go back to campus and study ever since holidays started... but then... being back into university and such... i thought there would be something to be happy about or even something to celebrate (call me cuckoo i dont give a shyt), but then, no euphoria and everything is as dull as usual. I got an Indian lecturer... AGAIN... but at least this one speaks English that i can understand perfectly well, and dont count Ms Seibu Indian coz she speaks BBC. He teaches Materials and Processes, which i hope can scrape a good grade in my books. Then again, i got a really young lecturer, or i think she is, teaching me Sustainable Design. Its a new subject in the course... so saw many seniors. Whoa, the pressure piling up. Must not lose face. LOL... Got a working adult, Mr Chong or whatever is his full name, i forgot already. He teaches Civil Engineering Project. The class wasnt dull la... just too boring... and with his frequency, i get sleepy and started talking rubbish behind, so yea, was disturbing the flow of the class till he asked us to go out, DID HE? Indirectly yes. HAHA. Oh wells, you cannot blame a class being boring. Especially when they are no surprises or fun during the first lecture. I mean come on la, lecturers being boring on the first meet, students are bound to get less interested in the subject. Lecturers should give a good first impression to students, and so the other way round so that there is a good flow of traffic in the class. I feel like im in some sort of twilight zone where only crickets are allowed to make noise. Oh ya, dont ask me to paragraph my musings, go away if you get annoyed reading. Blah... one thing i never understand lor... why guys' ego is so BIG? I mean damn humongous la. Let me talk the Malaysian style. Why do guys have ego ler? Is it because they have balls ma? Balls boh... If like that girls should have ego coz they have boobies hia??? If guys' balls got harvested during an accident or what le? Means ego gone lor... Right ma? Then might as well castrate all the guys to make me feel better lar? Har? like that... all no testosterones... cham liao... not good not good... tidak baik untuk kesihatan... aduh... gah... enough about that talk... it is still a mystery to me coz i can NEVER find a guy whose ego isnt as small as his balls. I mean it. Guys can say their ego isnt big or what, but as time approaches and you get to know him better, his ego is bigger than the map of United States man!!! No kidding!!! Damn annoyed at times la. But what to do, "A Guy without ego isnt a Guy at all". Thats the statement of the century. Another thing i cant seem to fathom is why do i project a different impression on others? Someone once told me that i look very stupid and wayyy not like a smartass but my results hurricaned him off his balls that he was so shocked he turn speechless and apologise. Oh wells, its too late too apologise babeh!!! I have you in my record book already. Others say im like the most snobbish sonofabitch they have ever met. Oh wells, i aint snobbish... maybe just because i dont greet you? And thats because i dont know you? Like why la should i go talking so friendly to people i dont know? Im not cheeky like some other girls you know. Wearing minis and rubbing legs with guys... omg... that one is so eww... well, bear with me... im pretty nice if you know me. I have a cute smile *rolls eyes* lol... Enough about that, whats with me not smiling much these days lor? Coz Andy said i look good when i smile... even CCF said so... SO... im not gonna smile so freely anymore... i dont want people to look at me... scary you know... =X its 11.30 pm now... and im feeling so drowsy. Night classes really drain the life out of me. Crap. And just so you know... i think the world revolves around money la. When you have money, everything also can!!! Haha. That makes me wonder, if we have all the money in the world, what else is there left to purchase? o.0 eternity. To end my post, i need a guy who hasnt got a huge ego, and that leaves me to myself for the rest of my life. So staying single isnt a bad thing ya know. Personal Grooming.