Leave...

I'm here, just like I said
Though it's breaking every rule I've ever made
My racing heart, is just the same;
Why make it strong to break it once again?
And I'd love to say "I do";
Give everything to you
But I could never now be true

So I say...
I think I better leave right now
Before I fall any deeper
I think I better leave right now
Feeling weaker and weaker
Somebody better show me how
Before I fall any deeper
I think I better leave right now

I'm here, so please explain
Why you're opening up a healing wound again
I'm a little more careful, perhaps it shows
But if I lose the highs at least I'm spared the lows
Now I tremble in your arms
What could be the harm?
To feel my spirit calm?

So I say...
I think I better leave right now
Before I fall any deeper
I think I better leave right now
Feeling weaker and weaker
Somebody better show me how
Before I fall any deeper
I think I better leave right now

I wouldn't know how to say
How good it feels seeing you today
I see you've got your smile back
Like you say - you're right on track
But you may never know why
Once bitten, twice as shy
If I'm proud, perhaps I should explain
I couldn't bear to loose you again

Yes, I will.
I think I better leave right now
Feeling weaker and weaker
Somebody better show me how
Before I fall any deeper...
I think I better leave right now

Random Updates

Was so caught up with studies lately that i decided to take a break from studying for a few hours. Was going through the massive amount of photos i have in my handphone (with lots of self-potraits ahem) and came across few food pictures that i have forgotten to upload when i was free-ER then. So, thou shall whet thy appetites with these :)

Dried fruits and nuts health muffin - no egg, no butter, no sugar. Amazing things i can do with my home made recipes :)

Fried kolo mee for lunch - cooked a whole stove and finished it in 2 meals. Greedy people arent we?

Humongous mushroom quiche - My brother's favourite. Wondering whether baby boy loves it? It was superbly thick and creamy. But i seriously need to cut down on the cream to avoid fat-ness.

Homemade beef noodles - I love home made beef noodles with tendons, beef cubes, beef balls and some potatoes. Oh so yummy when its warm :)

Filo surprise parcel - Filo pastry wrapped around generous portions of mince beef and mushrooms sauteed with celery, carrots and yes parsley :( but taste oh so good im making more this coming week coz my brother is back home!!! The greedy boyfie gobbled this down so fast ba :( was wondering was it horror to the max? OWH NO!!! :(

Chilli Prawns which werent chilli after all - Im sorry i cooked small portions because the fact is my family aint a huge eater. bleh. Look at those huge succulent prawns =.= Im hungry now buu

So with my stomach grumbling now... i shall grab some oats and continue studying! :( sadness life. rawr~~~

Its the End

I feel like ive done my best and get nothing back...
I feel its one-sided and there is no reception...
I feel useless i cant play my part...
I feel tired and unappreciated...
I feel like its all over and im just a wooden doll...
Its the end of everything...