Week 11

This is my 11th week in uni for this semester. Final exams on week 14... or is it 15? Oh gosh i cant remember... but its at then end of November... soo... this means i have like 3 weeks plus more to go. Oh crap im gonna die. Super happy that im done with the CEP final report, but the tender documents are killing me. And the presentation is next Saturday. Hmmph... wonder how will i be then? 30% CUCKOO!!! haiz... spent the whole afternoon doing my tender, which im glad to say ive roughly finished my part. Left a few more pages. Thanks to the motivation i got from the ambiance of having someone near me. =D i think im super weird la. I dont talk to the guy much, but having him around is like Viagra to my studies. OWH NO!!! LOL... imagine typing 23 pages of pure words in like 4 hours? Im slow ok? Dont laugh. I still need to think what to type. Im having Materials test 2 coming up next week. And 4 lab reports due tomorrow which im glad i have finished yesterday. Feels so super free now but actually the fact is i have left many things undone for example Maths and Materials tutorial. Will buck up tomorrow, i promise. And by the way, tomorrow is a big big day. Not telling why. Lalala... hmmph... what else happened? OH YA... MY 2ND TAI LOU JUST TURNED 20 YESTERDAY (29th October). I even got Ms Betsy to sing him a birthday song during lecture. HAHA... anyways, hope you like the pressie that i gave you and i love you lots!!! As a brother la ok? LOL... Happy 20th again Vincent, you aint a teenager no more!!! TUA APEK!!! BLEH... you never read this anyway. Lalalala... we took a class photo after EM2 lecture on Tuesday... the picture turned out BIG!!! HUMONGOUS!!! LOL... cant find myself in there... oh kidding... dont expect me to name everyone... i dont know!!!

On a heavier note: feeling so emo at times. My Kor is going back on Saturday. Another 2 months without him. Oh gosh... i might work at the end of the year. =S speaking of the guy who has the same initials as my nickname... i think i might like him. Im not too sure about it. But i will give up if it is going nowhere.下雨天了怎么办我好想你. 不敢打给你我找不到原因. 谁和我一样等不到他的谁? 爱上你我总在学会寂寞的滋味... 怎样的我能让你更想念? 其实 没有我你分不清那些差别... =(

Little Update

On a heavier note : 你知不知道我多讨厌你, 多喜欢你吗? 我觉得, 喜欢上你的时候, 我很烦. 这样呢? 明天, 以后, 未来呢? 希望我可以快放弃你. 快喜欢上你,快放弃你. 好复查啊. 没关系, 我做得到. 放心吧. Amber 加油!

On a lighter note: CEP assignment due this Saturday. Ive done my part. Just waiting for my team members to hand me theirs. Then im free. ^^ Super happy. And my brother is coming back this Saturday too. Hehe... super happy lor. Wont be in campus so much next week. Need to hang out with my brother. Wheee... miss him so much. And can have proper meals liao. Hehe... no more skipping meals. Bad Amber! =.=

我知道我有跟你讲我以后不会找你了, 但我还希望看你的笑. 因为, 有你的笑, 我会比较努力, 比较 power. 哈哈.好笑. =X

Thats all for now. I bake good chocolate cake. Thats for you to know and for you to try to ask me let you try it. haha... toodles

Another case... zzz

Another case of backstabbing... i hate gossips... and i have to say this loud and clear. Girls are never complete if they dont backstab and gossip about other people. For this, i have to say i hate girls. Even though i am a girl. Dont blame me when i dont associate with girls much. You people started it all. F off and peace out.

Stress and Procrastination

Been stressing a lot lately... conceptual layout design isnt completed... gonna get killed by the lecturer tomorrow. Troubles with the new road design... hope things will get settled by tomorrow morning. Hate being the project manager. Wont happen again in the near future. Always wanted to do my homework, but always leave them for another day. Now there isnt any more other days to do it. Im at an end. Roadblock. Try to get things settled over the weekend. As well as getting my brains back to where it should be. Soul, mind and body have to be in unison for me to function properly. Recently, im always neither here nor there. Making judgments too rashly, acting too quickly and irrationally, never once did i think and consider the consequences. I just blare things out by actions. I feel so stupid at times. Wish i could turn back the time, but if God does that all the time, then i wouldnt be growing older by the days. Super stress... guess im no superwoman. I cant do things right for once. Whats wrong with me? Ive changed... became worse. I hated it. I want my old life back. When i thought everything is placed perfectly, problems started arising. Why is my life so complicated? My mum keeps bugging me everyday, try to ask about my life and such. Trying to communicate with me, but i wont reply her much. Coz everything i told her, she will discourage everything. I need someone to listen, not to scold. I know people always say, friends always tell you what you wanna hear, and parents otherwise. But then, do they have to be so negative? How do you think i was this pessimistic in the first place? No one gave me the opportunity to be optimistic in life. I hate it. I better start hanging out in the library alone. Away from home. Need to do more studying. Home is not a conducive place to study. Guys. A problem as always. Something isnt right with me. Cant believed i could get so near to the 'group'. Oh wells, its my lucky charm i guess. But im trying to tell myself not to fall for anyone. I need a break. Seriously. I can be all woozy in love, but actually im not. Its just a feeling of assurance. Feeling of someone to be there with me. Face it, i hate being alone. Not when everyone is with someone. But i guess im gonna end up single for the rest of my education years. And not get married. Carrier is important. Oh what am i babbling now? See the pessimism? I cant stop it!!!! Somebody better help me out of this. I think im going crazy.

Prom Nite 2008

Sorry for the super late update... Prom night was... erm... *no comment* love the atmosphere... events were okay... hated the waiting for my dad... and er... i went back freaking early due to curfew... and was disturbed by some middle aged man... wtf jackass... no more details... so pissed off at that... okay... back to prom... food was ok... too bland... but rich food la... zzz... and and... 'cuci mata' at prom? erm... not many la... when you have someone in mind... others are history... LOL... wont go next year unless i have a date... or maybe final year... shyt la, so freaking busy this week... need to finish modeling by this Sunday, CEP report by this Sunday and also SD report by this Sunday. Materials lab by this Friday, tutorial by this Friday... zzz... i can die of stress... dear someone, give me the 'power' to do all these... please? Ok no talk... all pics... you people can wait till it loads la... super big files... dont know why... zzz

Yew Shan, Pei Yuan and me... i am make-up-less and with specs... what for look so nice kan? no date bah...


Siaw Yin, Voon Chin and Rose...


Yours truly and "lubang hidung" LOL


Dom, my useless date for the night... not a date la... he was looking for his 'date'. HAHA...


So random but cute... i like it... yours truly and Winnie...


Ex-Batu Lintangians... with Steph ^^


Pei Yuan is a happy man!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHA... no comment


The three stooges... oops... SMART GUYS... Adrian, Pei Yuan and Yew Shan


And finally... my favorite pic of the night... yours truly and Rosemary... =D super love this pic... hehehe...

One conclusion... my arms are super fat... zzz

Ciao... will update when im not dead next week...

Hari Raya Visiting

Today, i went to Zaki's house for Hari Raya. Its been a long time since i last saw him, and face it... i miss my bunch of old friends... with the exception of June la... see her everyday... LOL... and i so love Ms. Cho Sieng Yieng... spell wrong or not? Lol... love Catherine's naivety a lot. So cute... And... i finally saw Alistair after not having seen him around ever since he was discharged from the hospital. Whoa... time really flies... enough talking... show the pics of us while at Zaki's house.

The photo taken by Zaki's father. Bad lighting la. But nevermind... Standing L to R: June, yours truly, Suk Thin, Catherine, Irene, Boon Yee. Im still so tall... teeheehee... Sitting L to R: Alistair, Zakil, Jason.


See that Catherine beside me? Dammit, if she is in Swinburne, i bet there are tonnes of guys going after her. No jokes... she is damn pretty la wei... HAHAHA...

Miss em dudes and dudettes...

Ok... back to CEP. Zzzz...