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Thursday, November 29, 2007
Birthday Wish to a Special Someone...
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
Inspired by Karena
Nevermind la... next time... inspire me with more of your poses... haha... i wanna steal some ideas... bleksss
In Berberboo's mind : Larry, dont read my blog anymore... Ah Hock, Ben and all those who are not suppose to read... dont come back and read!!! Buh...
Saturday, November 24, 2007
The Road Not Taken
Civil engineering...

There are many pros and cons in studying civil engineering. The pros are: i will definitely have a job when i graduate, earn big bucks, easiest to study course in Engineering, break the family record, fulfill my dreams of building a teddy bear building, erm... and the cons are: you get black coz you need to go under the sun to supervise works, might get raped or harass by those construction workers, wont get much respect because civil is a men's field, cannot get married and yada yada...
Mechanical engineering...

Pros: none i can think of
Cons: i dont know how to deal with machines and movements and such... =_=
Electrical and electronic engineering...
Pros: No need to go under the sun... so can take care of your looks pretty easily...
Cons: Hardest course to study (from what ive heard), i dont do any shouldering, and i suck pretty bad in electrical particles... haha...
So... what should i study then? It seems everything is pointing directly at Civil... but i still need some feedbacks from soon-to-be engineers and husband about my future career prospect... tried talking to my parents... civil it is... sighs...
So... whats your opinion?
Friday, November 23, 2007
A day off from school...

Taken in the wee hours of the morning... where everyone is asleep but i woke up to pee... haha... For someone... i dont know how should i tell you this...

Read between all the words and figure what i wrote... haha... its a maze... aint it? Well, you can certainly spot certain things... try it out =D

Oh ya, did i say that i went to Secret Recipe after my badminton session? Bought a few slices of cakes... coz coz... THERE ARE NO CHEESECAKES OTHER THAN OREO CHEESECAKE COZ OF SOME UNSEEN CIRCUMSTANCES. SO... NO CHEESECAKE UNTIL AFTER THE 1ST WEEK OF DECEMBER... take note all the Kuchingnites...

Oreo Cheesecake from Secret Recipe... sighs... I WANT THE REST!!! =X
Gonna go cook dinner now... Tata...
In Berberboo's mind: Im gonna have some goals to achieve before the new year.
Thursday, November 22, 2007
Tagged...
Rules:
#Do this tag and answer all the questions in your own blog.
#Delete one question from all the question and add one of your own question. Make sure there are 20 questions.
#Tag 8 person.
Questions:
1. What is your dream when you were a small kid?
Last time, when i was young... i always dreamt of becoming the pink Power Rangers so that i can erase all those villains from the face of the earth. However, when i got my senses and realised that Power Rangers do not exist, just merely a lil kiddy show, i decided to be more serious and dreamt of following my dad's footstep, that is to be an architect. So you see, from Pink Power Rangers -----> to Architect = BIG ACCOMPLISHMENT IN DREAMS.
2. What is the happiest thing in your whole life?
I have to say my family. For their support and their presence, even though sometimes can be utterly overwhelming and annoying... and maybe my bunch of friends... coz these are the sunshines in my cloudy and murky life.
3. What do you wish to have now?
Me? Same old story. I just wish to have him by my side, coz that is all that matters to me right now.
4. How long you never horselaugh?
Err... I JUST DID... so... barely few minutes ago then.
5. What do you realised recently?
I just realised that Summer Semester isnt that free as i hope it supposed to be. First week isnt over and i have tasks already. Mothafucka!!!
6. What is the bad habit that you cannot accept the most?
I cannot accept my bad habit of having to not be friends with people who have betrayed my trust. Its just unacceptable... even though it was a trivial matter. =_=
7. When you have something which you are unhappy about, what will you do?
I will just snuck myself in bed, alone in my room, with the lights on, and the fan blasting at full speed or air con on, start chatting in MSN with my very good buddies, or i will SMS my friends whom always listen to my problems. If im out with my friends in school, I WILL START TO TALK NON STOP!!! And cursing on the way too. Haha.
8. Are you afraid of losing?
Losing what? In studies? Nope... when losing in studies, you gain more. In love? Yes, im so afraid. I dont wanna lose those people, if not i will certainly lose myself in the process. In life? Sometimes. Certain things, we can learn from mistakes, but certain things... they are just pain in your butt.
9. Do you think that you feel helpless, or useless sometimes?
Yes. Especially when im not able to help a friend in need. Even though i tried, certain things are just out of my hands. I cant indulge myself more into that private bubble of theirs. The commitment is too high.
10. When you met someone that you like, will you profess or hide your feelings?
Definitely profess. OMG... havent you heard? Ive been professing my feelings to Chee Min for like months... but to no response anyway... he doesnt like me... i just have to accept that. And now to Ben? Neh... i will retire from love.
11. What is the luckiest thing you own?
I have to say my particular teddy bear. It gets me to bed every night even though i dont wanna sleep. Or maybe my Rosary? God's powers are overflowing. Or maybe my prayers? Or, maybe my heart? I would have said the luckiest thing i have, not in my possession la, are my friends. I dont own them, we just belong together. =D
12. What is loneliness?
Loneliness is define as being alone with no one to talk to, to relate to, or to hear your sorrows. You are left on the stone cold floor, with no one in sight to help you rise when you fall.
13. Would you rather be the one being left or would you rather be the one who leave?
Ive left people before... and ive been left by people before. No matter which way the leaving occurs, both will hurt me really bad. SO no difference. However, if you ask me... i prefer to leave first.
14. When is the most recent time you feel touched?
I felt touched... every hour. Coz you noticed me, you cared for me. And i thank you for that.
15. Where is the place that you visited and you feel the most beautiful?
I think... it would be... err... Damai Beach. The soft sand between my toes as i tipped toed on them is simply the best feeling ever. And seeing the sunset on the horizons with the wind blowing through my hair is just unbeatable.
16. Use a song to describe how you feel for this recently.
Over by Lindsay Lohan. "I cant live without you, cant breathe without you, I dream about you, honestly tell me that its over, coz if the world is spinning and im still living, it wont be right if we're not in it together, tell me that its over, and i'll be the first to go, dont wanna be the last to know."
17. If you have a wish to come true, what is it?
What does it mean? A wish that will certainly materialize? I think... that will be me losing weight to the desirable weight i want to. If not possible to materialize but i certainly do wish upon a star that it will happen... is... to be with either CM or Ben. Impossible huh?
18. Do you have anything to worry or scare recently?
Nothing... i just worry that i might hurt more people in my journey of rediscovering what i truly want.
19. If the world is going to end, what will you do?
I will eat cheesecake till i boom, married the guy i really love, with or against his will, steal a BMW car and drive it around town... and maybe... i might strangle someone before its too late. HAHA.
20. Do you think that you are cheap or expensive?
I might be cheap in some ways, but very expensive in certain ways. But im too expensive to be bought. Coz money cannot buy me. Sorry.
8 people i tag? Anyone free enough to do this.
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
Random Fetishes...
So out of the random blues, i just took my phone and started camwhoring in my so called pajamas. Gah... i think i do look extremely retarded... coz MY HEAD LOOKS LIKE AN EGG NOW... =_= as said by Chee Cheng yesterday. Sighs. Let the pics speak those foul words. Buh.



And seriously my fav picture of them all...

Okay okay... so does my head look like an egg???
In Berberboo's mind: I have been receiving some positive and some negative remarks about my new hairstyle... but then... i can do nothing about it. Whats done is done. Sighs.
Monday, November 19, 2007
Roller Coaster
However, im not here to brag about life or love because im no master of them. I just wanna show my fetish to Roller Coasters. Ive never been on a roller coaster ride before, but ive certainly had LOTS of Roller Coasters down my system. In fact, i have a fetish for them. =_=
The other day, i went to Choice Daily to look for this wonderful chips. I think i look really crazy then, coz the moment i saw the blue packets of chips... i JUST SCOOP THEM ALL UP WITH MY ARMS. YES... LIKE SWEEPING THEM INTO THE BASKET...=_= a man was staring at me bewildered. Gah, sorry dude... im very greedy and selfish when it comes to this. =X

Ahh... the sight of my heavenly chips.

Who couldnt resist you? *Drools* I love cheese flavour!!!
Gah... im gonna have the junkies problem if i dont quit eating them everytime a movie is aired on TV.
In Berberboo's mind : Im gonna see you again. So missing you right now. Sighs.
Sunday, November 18, 2007
Bad hair day... or is it good?

Cut my hair 4 inches shorter... and trimmed my front hair. Wanna feel what its like to have shorter front hair. =D (Dont bother about the pimples and such... i dont wanna photoshop to look fake)
Tell me... before or after better? You ask me... i think i look pretty much the same... except now, you get hair covering my eyes when im talking. Haha. =S
In Berberboo's mind : A male shampoo boy/ hairstylist at the saloon was damn hot. Woot woot. Haha. Neh, not interested. Spent RM200. Mum paid, but then i needa stop wasting money now. Sighs... SAVINGS IS IMPORTANT. Anyways, Summer Dream is opening a branch at The Spring next January... so... nearer to campus... YAY!!!
Saturday, November 17, 2007
Shopping!!!
Went to the place around 11 am like that and hell, the roads there were really windy and we almost got lost because the arrows shot here and there... and the parking lots were crap too. So narrow le. =.= But nevermind la, its daddy who drove so he got skills. =D
After an hour and a half of looking through and trying out goods, i settled myself with 2 jeans, a shorts and a dress. YES... A DRESS!!! =D And guess what, the jeans i bought... was Levis. Although June said it was still expensive (in MJC outlet), the ones in 7th Mile also cost about RM159 bucks like that... but there was one particular cutting where it had like so many % off. But frankly, only one size left. Sighs. I thought i wont be able to squeeze in, but then, give a try la. Tadah... I MANAGED TO!!! Yippies!!! Mummy wanted one pair too, she tried to squeeze in but couldnt. She wished it was 2 sizes bigger but oh well, cheap goods always no size one la. But then, speaking of that... i still wanna lose more weight coz i cant be content with my size now. 28" waist for a girl is pretty big le. Die. But hell i look good in my new jeans. And yes!!! I DONT NEED A BELT FOR THEM... haha...
And now to the dress... couldnt really make up my mind on which to buy. They were 2 colors.

Pink...
And blue.But then... i settled with the pink. Looks better i think. Or maybe im just obsessed with pink stuffs. But hey, my blog aint pink anymore... coz it was an eyesore... haha
But in the picture now, come to think of it... Blue actually looks better le... or maybe i simply snap when trying on the pink one just now. Sighs... Nevermind la... its pretty cheap anyways. =D
(Dont tell me i look fat in my pictures, i am INDEED 100% FAT)
Wanted to get a Levis skirt... but when i turn the price tag over... its costs RM129 =__= So frigging expensive... its new arrival... tried it on... pretty nice le... above knees but not too short la. Haha. Then there was this Roxy skirt that cost RM48, tried it on... haha... i look like a fucktard... coz it flares up and it makes me look really really funny... i cant stop laughing. And and... there was any Levis skirt which is really really cute... RM78, ok la. But then... sad thing is... its size 25. Fuck. I think only June can masuk. It wont even move pass my thighs. Fuck.
Oh wells, what to do... but at least... im happy with my purchases lo. =D
I wanna go shopping for dresses again... Got addicted by Banana's taking-photos-in-the-changing-room habit already. Quite fun le. Haha.
In Berberboo's mind : Overall, i spent RM130 on all of the clothings. Quite worth it lo.
Friday, November 16, 2007
Before Twilight Ends...
Was wondering how could you resisted the urge to not say hi,
There you were,
sitting with an air of coolness and nerdiness at the same time...
Such a breathtaking scene, especially when it was twilight.
I muttered to myself, "Amber, get over him. Its not worth it.",
But such mutters were drowned by what my heart had to say,
"Amber, give him more time. Guys like this dont appear in your life all the time",
I did not give myself a second thought,
I just smiled vaguely,
thinking of what lies ahead for foolishly following my heart's desire.
And then you stood up,
And fumbling with your bag strap, you started walking
Walking towards where i was...
I couldnt budge... my legs would not give way
I wanted to run... but my legs were rooted on the spot
I wanted to hide my face... but there was nothing in my reach
My intuition told me to look down
But my head just shot up... and looked your way
And there you were... smiling
Giving me the biggest smile you had
And a red blush spread over your cheeks
As i knew my face turned magenta...
I smiled back at you... and looked down at my feet
Coz i knew what my heart said was true...
Nothing else matters...
Coz that smile brought hope to me
Before the twilight ends... that very day.
Thursday, November 15, 2007
Im a happy Berber again =D
Been busy registering for my summer semester courses... well the 6 of us decided to stick together so we registered together for all classes... and and... i wanted to be the same class with Ha You and Ben Ben and Ah Hock this people... so i registered later... with high hopes that we could be in the same class... but then... even though i registered late and many classes were full, those people who registered just a day after... couldnt get into our class!!! COZ... ITS FULL TOO!!! NOOO... i wanna spent my summer with them... sad sad... but anyways... its a small place at Swine... so we can meet up anytime anywhere... =D Mish those dungus...
One bowl of pork porridge with egg - RM3
One large bowl of fishball soup - RM4
One pancake omelette with egg - RM3.50
Lok Lok - RM5
Barley water - RM1.30
I was thinking of 3 choices to do/get if my results were good. They are:
Straighten and cut and dye my hair --- might cost RM300+
Huge penguin --- RM263
Dresses!!! Few of them... --- RM 300+ also...
but... i decided to settle myself with my penguin... smaller and cheaper version. Hehe... gonna save the rest of my money on something else... =D
Before:

Now:

Patrick says hi to all!!! =D Notice the Mata Cina that i meant. =D
In Berberboo's mind: sighs... i just love plushies... anybody want me to post a blogpost about all the toys i have next time? You would be surprised... haha
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
Fed - Up...
If i dont like something from now on, i will openly say it without hesitation... if i dont like someone from now on, i wont try to be nice to them anymore...
Dont fucking ask me how am i when im not ok... i dont need your sympathy or empathy or whatever coz i know it is downright fake... you are laughing at me when you asked me how i felt... if you were really concern... you should have known what to do...
And dont try poking at my old wounds... they still hurt... if you do that again... i swear im not gonna talk to you for the rest of your life...
You people know who you are... i do not want to repeat myself... and i dont wanna say any more names... who felt the pinch... if its not you, im sorry, but if its the one that deserves it... let the pinch sting you.
In Berberboo's mind: I feel like a bitch right now... but i cant help when it has cross way over the border of my tolerance level. So, rot in hell.
Monday, November 12, 2007
Local Fruits...

Err... Something called Crystal... errr... forgot already... =.=
However, its like the gigantic version of Mata Kuching... like 4 times bigger? Or maybe 6 times? And they have harder shells. =D
And Canisters. Orignally from the States, this fruit is quite sellable in Kuching. Looks a bit like papayas... 0.o but... taste like sweet potatoes la. Very nice. But sappy. =( High in carbs.
Look at the flesh. Very creamy and high in beta-carotene. But blardy heavy la. And filling to. Can eat for breakfast le. =D
But i got pissed at one thing... dont have my petai!!! *sniff sniff*
Oh where oh where can my petai be???
Sigh
In Berberboo's mind : 3 more hours to results out. Sigh... wish me luck.
Saturday, November 10, 2007
Feeling Blue...
I am feeling so empty... like a hollow pine
I knew i messed up, coz i was wrong...
And my heart is now beating like the saddest metronome
Somewhere i hope you are reading this...
Forgive me for making you feel like this
Im sorry that you shared a part in my fuck-up life...
Coz all i want now is an escape... without a fight.
I wish you only knew...
If only you knew...
Friday, November 9, 2007
Set Me Free...
if only you will understand...
i was told to give you a try...
but i dont think i can do it...
can you?
For someone... you know who you are...
At least someone knows who you are...
Thursday, November 8, 2007
Im desperate for CHEESECAKEEEEE... =X
*All pictures are from Secret Recipe official website.

Cheeze Choc Cheesecake...

Caramel Cream Cheesecake...

Cappuccino Cheesecake...

Blueberry Cheesecake...

Apple Crumble Cheesecake...
Enough of the sweet torture??? I GUESS NOT!!!

New York Cheesecake...

Marble Cheesecake...

Lemon Cheesecake...

Classic Cheesecake...
Chocolate Cheesecake...
Gahh... enough of the torture... please... my mouth salivates too much already... please stopp... =.=
Yoghurt Cheesecake...

Raspberry Cheesecake...
And last but not least... Oreo Cheesecake... =(
And guess what... i think they offer more than these... =(
I SO WANT CHEESECAKESSSSS...
Can someone accompany me to Secret Recipe??? Please please??? I want... =(
Sighs... cravings suck... and im not even pregnant... shit... if i am... God knows what i will crave for next time... *shudders* Dont wanna think about it. =.=
I WANT SECRET RECIPE CHEESECAKES... who would be so kind to feed this fat little piggy her dose of cheesecakes? =( *pouts pouts* *oink oink*
In Berberboo's mind: I miss people so much... haha... pity Chang De... its like Meet the Malcolms. HAHAHAHA... Sorry yeh... =D
Wednesday, November 7, 2007
Truths about Marriage










Sigh... marriage is indeed one joyous occasion. After that... its hell. No wonder Mr. George Tan said getting married isnt a good thing. No wonder many people remain single these days.
Seriously, nowadays... you always hear people calling their lovers piggy, moomoo, mumu, bunny, cupcake, sweetie pie and all those sweet sweet names. After marriage, it will be just Eh Eh. =.=
Gah, but if i said i want to remain single... im telling you a big lie. =X
Oh the JOYS OF MARRIAGE... and getting more joyful each day......


