Summing up 2008~~~

Many pictures ahead... sorry for the lag in loading the tremendous amounts of photos. :) nothing much i can describe in words but pictures do speak a thousand words. The pictures totally sums up what ive been doing throughout the 2nd semester all the way till the end of the year 2008. The first half of the year can be track back throughout my older posts. Pardon me for the lack of updates in this few months because i have been terribly busy with uni, assignments, badminton, and life crisis. They practically left me with not enough time to sleep as well as updating my blog. And also another reason is that i simply do not know what else to blog about. Ideas wouldnt materialize in my head anymore. Guess im too blur now eh? Studying Maths 3C now is a real pain. Though im lovin it~~~ so lets get on with the pics.

In the 2nd semester... CEP was the biggest time consuming subject i have ever met throughout my life. It ate up my weekends. Because of this subject, im in uni on Saturdays and Sundays and also staying back till 11pm at times. Gosh... Nevertheless, i love the people i get to know through this subject...


My crazy group members = Xiao Jin, Sharifah, Elaine, Shana, Calvin, Clement, Adrian, and Wilson. Xiao Jin just left for Melbourne 2 days ago. Gonna miss her laughter so much. It sucks to know someone new and then you see them leaving you. Haih...


Missing Mr. Macho here... badminton buddy as well... =D


Wilson the Pimp. Miss you guys a lot!!!

With CEP out of the way... stress keeps building up without any signs of stopping throughout the year. Exams came and go... but the stress stays. Stressing the results to be out... even though its the holidays now... im still stressing for whatsoever reason... haih... and i find consolation in the form of indulging in food.


Manhattan Seafood Platter for two... a must have when im so so stressed out that i need to pig myself...


My turtle cheesecake slice for someone who didnt even bother to show up. It tastes good nevertheless, and from that slice, i met 2 more nice friends in the form of Ah Siang and Jiann Huei.


My mix fruits cake which Betsy and Saravana truly enjoys... and even my family too...


Mua Chi. Although it looks and tastes similar to the Foochow Tang Yuan. Love it lots.


Black pepper lamb pie from Secret Recipe. I dont know why but i love it so much... although the serving looks small... it makes me full to the brim... such a good treat for stress...


And i cant seem to get enough of sushi. I go to Sushi King at least twice a month. Arghhh... the hole in my pocket is getting bigger...


But you know, sometimes pampering yourself do work wonders~~~ xD


3 persons can eat this much at a time... when you're stress... splurging is not an issue...


Although im no big fan of KFC... but sometimes a hearty meal of Hot n Spicy Chicken with cheesy wedges really makes me happy.


5.5 kg turkey i had for Christmas this year... never could have finish the whole bird. The most we ate was a drum only. Dont underestimate the small size. Its a picture.


And having steamboat 4 times in the month of December alone really kills my tastebud. I get a little sick of the buttery taste, sick of the atmosphere... and pissed for the weight gain. Arghhh... im sinful.

And with more stress... i turn to baking when my weighing scale shows my weight increased a notch.


Triple Chocolate Cake. Betsy truly adores this piece and Saravana keep pestering me for the recipe... haih... i love it too... but it all depends on the mood ok?


Little Choc Chip Muffins for dessert and breakfast... cant get enough of chocolates i guess... its a comforting food for heaven's sake!


The best cheesecake i have ever baked in my life... tastes as good as Secret Recipe's i can say... LOL... too bad for someone...

And the most exotic thing i have eaten in this half year is...


Mr-Blame-Me-When-It-Rains... now now... dont give me that look... this isnt the worst i have eaten so far... ive eaten more exotic things but im not posting it here ok?

Enough of food... lets talk about uni...


For the first time we managed to get a huge group photo with all 109 students in the class... Engineering Maths 2 couldnt be more fun with Ms Betsy and Ms Chong teaching us again... known them since foundation... whoa... ok although i dont know everyone in class... im proud to say i know at least 80% of them. =D


The first robotics competition i went to... never have i found robotics to be such an interesting course... too bad... the future is...

Other things about uni... well its normal stuff and i dont think i will repeat myself here...

Next on about life and friends... in 2008... ive met many new people, both good and bad... made good friends, 'adopted' new brothers and children =D ... fallen in love and never got out of that hole... i guess thats just life aint it?


Went to National Service... lasted 3 weeks... came back and postpone the crap thing coz i was spiritually weakened. Guess im just useless? Nah... no comment.


Miss my cousin Audrey at times... she came back from Australia few weeks back and now is back again in Aust.


Us at a family dinner... dont we look alike? LOL...


First prom ive attended in my uni... might feel like going again next year if i have a REAL partner in crime... thats Dominic... a new friend i got to know this year... nice chap... thanks for having life-to-life talks and chats with me at times...


Crazy bunch of guys whom i always remember for God-knows whatever reason. Ching Ho, Ah Sien, Eric, Marvin and Chee Min. I still think Chee Min is so good looking... LOL sshhh...


Hoe Hin, Ben and HaYou... dont know why i *heart* HaYou so much... one of my best friends...


Karena from KL... for her age... she is more crazy than me... HAHA... love you babe!!!


Rosemary, Ropalin and Evelyn... super kiasu girls that ive met in Uni... LOL bleh guys bleh!!! They are super smart and available... go after them guys!!! LOL... ps~ im so in love with Eve's cousin. zzz


I miss these guys so so much... Larry when are you coming back?Haih... when can we have gatherings with all of us like this again? =X


At Zakil's house during Hari Raya. Miss you guys a hell lot...


At Pasir Pandak with HouKee, Adrian, June and Mumzy... miss the fun hanging out together... i remembered after this event, i got grounded pretty bad... but now its okayyy... lol


Foundation graduation... i dont see the relevance to why we should attend it but who cares we got our certificates so boo yah!!!


New friends that ive met whom ive grown fond of. TzeHui, Kelvin, Dean, Paul and Bertrand. I still think that Dean looks so much like B. Hmmph... everyone disagrees... oh wells... sad thing is... Dean is leaving to Melbourne in 2009... met a nice friend and losing him in a nick of time. DOUBLE SIGHS~~~ Thanks TzeHui for bringing me out to eat and shop. And for the badminton. And also giving me confidence in things that i dont have confidence in at all... ^^


And special thanks to everyone's boyfriend, Mr Yeo Pei Yuan. Hahaha... thanks for being there for me always... he is a real cotton wool... a guy's and girl's best friend... to sum up, EVERYONE'S BEST FRIEND.

Thanks to June... you got me addicted to online shopping now. Can get stuffs cheaper and also more individualistic as the percentage of other people around Kuching to have the same clothes as you is low. HAHA...

Thanks to bro for always consoling me when im down. I know life in KL is harsh most of the time, but keep going on strongly ok? God bless...

Thanks to mum and dad for everything... even though we do have our unreasonable disagreements... i still love you guys a lot.

To all the Bs' = B, Bubu (HaYou's nick), Bii (Kevin), Bro 1, Bro 2 and Bro 3... LOVE YOU GUYS FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART!!! XOXO LOVE AND KISSES...

To all my friends... thanks for being there for me always... helping me throughout the way with support... without you guys, i think i would have been crazy already.

To all the haters, fuck yourself...

And to everyone that i have missed out... just wanna wish you guys a Happy 2009 as we wave goodbye to 2008... and... TO EVERYONE WHO ARE IN MY LIFE...

FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART...
and God bless you guys always!!!

XOXO,
Amber

Decisions, Goals and Future

The world is facing an economic slowdown nowadays... and even though its only the beginning of economic recession, i bet everyone can feel the pinch right now. Mummy said we need to tighten the belts around our waist. Means less spending coz i admit i spend a lot more then i can earn. LOL. On food especially. Haih. Now need to save more, find alternative ways to save money more.

Decisions i've made:
- do not spend so much money on food next year (except on special occasions such as birthdays and anniversaries). Other than that, cheap food =.=
- no more buying of clothes either online or from shopping centers. Bought a few dresses for new year already. Hope the dresses still fit by then.
- try not to fall in love again (coz having a bf now = money + stress + emotional issues) and i say try... cant guarantee though... zzz
- need to play more badminton when im free... so that eat less... haha
- erm erm... study harder to get money? o.O
- do not do things that tempt self to spend money...

Goals:
- Money, savings and everything... coz money is everything now. Yes money!
- Graduate sooner. Yes! Masters PHD bla bla...

So this means... no more beloved sushi? Gah... my new year's resolution came too soon. What to do... always think about the future lor... haih... All i can think of now is M.O.N.E.Y!

A New Chapter

I can hear the thunder
I can see the rain pour
The cracks of lightning brighten the sky
Mother nature contributes to this cry.
The twilight seems so pretty
But empty
Like an abyss sucking all light through it
Turning into a dimwit.
Turning away from the starting point
Emotions breaking from their joints
It all begins again
When the weather starts to rain.
Sitting and self-analyzing
Self confidence justifying
Trusting was an issue
It just made more use of tissue.
But trust is placed where its supposed to
We made the mess we've gotten into
Hatred wont happen till mistakes takes place
It did happen... thats why everything falls out of place.
And the reason wasnt unjustifiable
Everything has its variables
Everything happens for a reason
And the reason is clear this season.
Clear cut
Like glass cutting through the beating heart
It just seem so yesterday when summer clashes with winter
But these days, better is the weather.
Summer return to summer
And autumn before winter
Its all back to the beginning
No teeth grinding and clashing.
Its been 3 months long
3 months of autumn prolong
Winter is back
And the atmosphere is black.
And silence fills the air
The voices of despair
Tears falling into the pail
Hoping everything would go well.
Gone were the days when chances
Makes people fall into dances
If we didnt take the opportunity
There wouldnt be any unity.
So it all comes down to this
Waiting or giving chances?
And the answer is clear without any gists
When a new chapter begins.

When its over...

Its over its over... wheee... im so glad i dont have to face this shyt anymore... im so happy... =D wont tell you my plans for this holidays yet... sometimes... life just have to go on... losing someone, you will get better people in life... no point being so moody everytime... rotten eggs can be thrown for a better one. From now onwards... i wont be nice anymore... im sick and tired of being nice... let the games begin... holidays for 3 months... yes... thats worth it... im so happy... *heart* you a lot... lalalala be seeing you in 3 months!!! =D

Uh-Huh Again!

Last night, i spent the whole night chatting with him. I shoot him here and there... and miraculously he answered to everything without lying. Whats worse... he admitted he was being a jerk, a bad and mean person. After all the hurt and the crying... i still... i still... Gosh... i got nothing much to say... just that i cant believe im still in love with this jerk.

Uh-Huh!

For the umpteenth time... he broke my heart. Now everyone is calling him a jerk. Be it my friends, or people who knows him. How could he stood up to me? Even normal friends wouldnt stood up to their friends. They would have the courtesy to inform. But this noooo... nothing. Means we're nothing at all? Oh fine, have it your way then. Im tired of this shyt. You dont wanna know how many times i have cried my eyes out because of how you break my heart. Nah, im just plain dumb coz i didnt take the hint you were giving me. IM STUPID! yes i am. Leave it to rest. Peace out.

A Change

Change for the better is always something good. It gets you out of misery to something brand new. As life has to go on even though there are roadblocks ahead, we need to fight for ourselves without depending on others. Whats the point being weak inside and out and then still wanna go on and burden others around you? Is it symbiosis? I doubt it. I need a change... a drastic change... i cant keep relying on friends and family to comfort my feelings all the time. I need to find other ways to comfort myself in the future. What happens if they are all away and im left here alone? I cant keep crying myself to sleep at night, it isnt healthy. A change that i really need is... to not fall in love again. Ive been saying this over and over again if you have read my blog previously. But i cant seem to stick that in mind. For now, i seriously need to change that. Please Lord, let this guy be the first and the last guy that i fall in love with throughout my studies in Swinburne. Please let things work out. Im tired of all this unrequited love series that has been a fairy tale in my life. Please let things head for the better. Besides a change in that... i finally cut my hair to something different than all the other styles ive been donning for years. Many people didnt recognise me in pics and such. Some said i look cute, some young, some a bit... sarcastic. Oh wells... post a pic for you guys...

What you guys think about it? o.O

Is a change something good?

I havent changed much... i still like him a lot...

Stronger...

Crying myself to sleep at night isnt a big issue to me anymore... however i have to constantly remind myself that it is no remedy to heartbreak. It only makes your eyes single lid and swollen the next morning. Not a good sight if you're always a cheerful and bubbly person. Well, as people say, its no use crying over spilled milk, no milk is spilled... and i have done nothing wrong. The only wrong i have done is giving my heart away to the wrong person. Its a saying that goes... when one door closes, another one opens. Usually this recovery period occurs after 3 months for me... but this time it was much much longer... for about 8 months before i finally opened my heart to fall in love again... and now was crushed into smithereens again. This made me lose hope totally in falling in love. 3 times failure in a row... how do you expect me to go on pretending that it hasnt affected me at all? This is the first time i didnt reveal the guy's name here. Coz for once, the feeling i have is really something... i truly astounded myself as well. His anonymity is better left in my heart only. Okay, someone told me... women are foolish and guys are selfish. I agree to that statement even more now. I was so foolish to keep thinking that he will give me an answer soon, thinking that he treats me differently, thinking that everything seems to turn out perfectly... compromising that everything he does has a good explanation to it... but i was just foolish. He on the other hand... is selfish enough to make me wait, make me put hope in something that wouldnt materialize, selfish enough not to end a simple thing. He could just say NO and i would understand and leave everything aside. Why did he have to give another answer which indicates hope? And then turn bloody cold and never talks to me after that? How could he? I cannot fathom the mysteries of men. Women is from this world... but men are still from... MARS. An entangled web is weaved from the very beginning... he thinking that i liked his friend instead of him. Hello? Did i ever treat your friend the way i treated you? No use crying now, although tears kept falling. I hope im not so messed up that i cant sit for my finals. Im 90% done with revisions and such. From today onwards, let everything fall into place by itself. Im tired of trying... tired of breaking into that stone wall... tired of everything... i gotta be stronger! but im hurting really bad now... really really bad... =( the rain is gonna weep with me again...

CEP Presentation

Gonna have a presentation in 5 hours time. Super scared at the moment, dont know why. Woke up super early thanks to Larry who wished me luck all the way from UK. Thanks so much!!! ^^ Really needed all the luck i can get. Although i was half-expecting it would be B but then i knew he wouldnt give a damn about me... so yea. So much for the hoping. All things will end when he shows that he stops caring. The clock is ticking... time is running out... and im so scared =( gosh... if only he could be my pillar of strength at this very moment... its just too much to ask. Will update on how things go later. Toodles.

*update*

My presentation was over in a blink of an eye. Didnt feel nervous at all. Thanks to all those well wishes from friends and surprisingly someone who i thought wouldnt care (not B by the way). Stayed back to watch my other friends do their presentation. So can say i was in campus from 10.30 am all the way to nearly 7 pm on a Saturday! Gosh. Can say everyone was good in their presentation and im not so scared of what the outcome would be after this. Confidence soaring high! LOL. Dont believe me? This is how high i can be after a good presentation!


Apologies for kek-ing cute. Happy happy happy! Removed my high heels and wear flip-flops and sitting on the floor. Craziness!!! I was supposed to be super sad and emo la. Coz i finally decided to let go of B. I dont know he lied or his friend lied. Anyways i guess its over! HAHA... im good at covering up my emotions la. Dont expect to see me sad unless you're Pei Yuan, Siaw Yin or my own brother. Other than that, i wont cry! IM SUPERWOMAN!


My crazy team members! GO DELTA FORCE ENGINEERING CORP.! Sounds so lame i know! o.0 Oh wells, we did good so yea! Hope at least D for all =D Love them to bits now that everything is over!!!


This was before presentation. Super nervous can!!! Haih... its overr.... i can sing till my throat sores. =D

Anyways, more pictures in facebook. Lazy to upload in blogger. Hehe...

p.s. I gave up on him. I think its the right thing to do. Or so i think it is.

Updates Updates

Time passes really quickly, and before you know it, Week 12 is already coming to an end. Week 13 coming up next week... and im gonna be super stress again. Gahh... i need my movie tonight. Seeing James Bond and his blue eyes, i will be mesmerize to the grave. LOL. Right now, im waiting for someone who i know wouldnt show up at all. Gosh, if he did... he is so... lets just say if he shows up, means everything will be solved. WELL, back to week 13. I will be having 2 presentations next week, 3 assignments due next week, and a test on next Friday. Should i just jump off the 9th floor and die? Nah... im not having suicidal thoughts. Thats stupid. Im gonna go through this with the strength that someone out there will be rooting for me positively, as he will be my pillar of strength. A girl can just hope, cant she? =D I know he wouldnt show up. Even though everything seems to be positive so far, i couldnt help being pessimistic that he is just sticking me up and fooling around. Mum always say, you cannot trust guys like those. Although she did disturb me all the time about him. Oh why did i bother to tell her in the first place? xD

I wanna listen to the songs on my laptop, but my earphone broke yesterday. So damn bored right now. My presentation slides are way over 5 mins and i think i suck in presentation skills. Lack of presentation makes me stutter a lot. Gosh nervousness is killing me. I need him!!! Desperation kicks in. *Looks around* No sight of him. Sighs.

In the library blogging isnt a good thing. But then, what am i to do now? Im sort of done with whatever i intended to do here today. Waiting for time to pass and then go to the movies at 6 something later. Charity bah. ^^ Gosh i do wish he was here. And to Kor, pray to God always... dont be so depressed! Feel like crying also la... but my tears are just silent tears. Wont be seen nor heard. Cry myself to sleep... as always... or in the shower. LOL...

Do wish i can see him now. To B... gosh you really hate me now.

Week 11

This is my 11th week in uni for this semester. Final exams on week 14... or is it 15? Oh gosh i cant remember... but its at then end of November... soo... this means i have like 3 weeks plus more to go. Oh crap im gonna die. Super happy that im done with the CEP final report, but the tender documents are killing me. And the presentation is next Saturday. Hmmph... wonder how will i be then? 30% CUCKOO!!! haiz... spent the whole afternoon doing my tender, which im glad to say ive roughly finished my part. Left a few more pages. Thanks to the motivation i got from the ambiance of having someone near me. =D i think im super weird la. I dont talk to the guy much, but having him around is like Viagra to my studies. OWH NO!!! LOL... imagine typing 23 pages of pure words in like 4 hours? Im slow ok? Dont laugh. I still need to think what to type. Im having Materials test 2 coming up next week. And 4 lab reports due tomorrow which im glad i have finished yesterday. Feels so super free now but actually the fact is i have left many things undone for example Maths and Materials tutorial. Will buck up tomorrow, i promise. And by the way, tomorrow is a big big day. Not telling why. Lalala... hmmph... what else happened? OH YA... MY 2ND TAI LOU JUST TURNED 20 YESTERDAY (29th October). I even got Ms Betsy to sing him a birthday song during lecture. HAHA... anyways, hope you like the pressie that i gave you and i love you lots!!! As a brother la ok? LOL... Happy 20th again Vincent, you aint a teenager no more!!! TUA APEK!!! BLEH... you never read this anyway. Lalalala... we took a class photo after EM2 lecture on Tuesday... the picture turned out BIG!!! HUMONGOUS!!! LOL... cant find myself in there... oh kidding... dont expect me to name everyone... i dont know!!!

On a heavier note: feeling so emo at times. My Kor is going back on Saturday. Another 2 months without him. Oh gosh... i might work at the end of the year. =S speaking of the guy who has the same initials as my nickname... i think i might like him. Im not too sure about it. But i will give up if it is going nowhere.下雨天了怎么办我好想你. 不敢打给你我找不到原因. 谁和我一样等不到他的谁? 爱上你我总在学会寂寞的滋味... 怎样的我能让你更想念? 其实 没有我你分不清那些差别... =(

Little Update

On a heavier note : 你知不知道我多讨厌你, 多喜欢你吗? 我觉得, 喜欢上你的时候, 我很烦. 这样呢? 明天, 以后, 未来呢? 希望我可以快放弃你. 快喜欢上你,快放弃你. 好复查啊. 没关系, 我做得到. 放心吧. Amber 加油!

On a lighter note: CEP assignment due this Saturday. Ive done my part. Just waiting for my team members to hand me theirs. Then im free. ^^ Super happy. And my brother is coming back this Saturday too. Hehe... super happy lor. Wont be in campus so much next week. Need to hang out with my brother. Wheee... miss him so much. And can have proper meals liao. Hehe... no more skipping meals. Bad Amber! =.=

我知道我有跟你讲我以后不会找你了, 但我还希望看你的笑. 因为, 有你的笑, 我会比较努力, 比较 power. 哈哈.好笑. =X

Thats all for now. I bake good chocolate cake. Thats for you to know and for you to try to ask me let you try it. haha... toodles

Another case... zzz

Another case of backstabbing... i hate gossips... and i have to say this loud and clear. Girls are never complete if they dont backstab and gossip about other people. For this, i have to say i hate girls. Even though i am a girl. Dont blame me when i dont associate with girls much. You people started it all. F off and peace out.

Stress and Procrastination

Been stressing a lot lately... conceptual layout design isnt completed... gonna get killed by the lecturer tomorrow. Troubles with the new road design... hope things will get settled by tomorrow morning. Hate being the project manager. Wont happen again in the near future. Always wanted to do my homework, but always leave them for another day. Now there isnt any more other days to do it. Im at an end. Roadblock. Try to get things settled over the weekend. As well as getting my brains back to where it should be. Soul, mind and body have to be in unison for me to function properly. Recently, im always neither here nor there. Making judgments too rashly, acting too quickly and irrationally, never once did i think and consider the consequences. I just blare things out by actions. I feel so stupid at times. Wish i could turn back the time, but if God does that all the time, then i wouldnt be growing older by the days. Super stress... guess im no superwoman. I cant do things right for once. Whats wrong with me? Ive changed... became worse. I hated it. I want my old life back. When i thought everything is placed perfectly, problems started arising. Why is my life so complicated? My mum keeps bugging me everyday, try to ask about my life and such. Trying to communicate with me, but i wont reply her much. Coz everything i told her, she will discourage everything. I need someone to listen, not to scold. I know people always say, friends always tell you what you wanna hear, and parents otherwise. But then, do they have to be so negative? How do you think i was this pessimistic in the first place? No one gave me the opportunity to be optimistic in life. I hate it. I better start hanging out in the library alone. Away from home. Need to do more studying. Home is not a conducive place to study. Guys. A problem as always. Something isnt right with me. Cant believed i could get so near to the 'group'. Oh wells, its my lucky charm i guess. But im trying to tell myself not to fall for anyone. I need a break. Seriously. I can be all woozy in love, but actually im not. Its just a feeling of assurance. Feeling of someone to be there with me. Face it, i hate being alone. Not when everyone is with someone. But i guess im gonna end up single for the rest of my education years. And not get married. Carrier is important. Oh what am i babbling now? See the pessimism? I cant stop it!!!! Somebody better help me out of this. I think im going crazy.

Prom Nite 2008

Sorry for the super late update... Prom night was... erm... *no comment* love the atmosphere... events were okay... hated the waiting for my dad... and er... i went back freaking early due to curfew... and was disturbed by some middle aged man... wtf jackass... no more details... so pissed off at that... okay... back to prom... food was ok... too bland... but rich food la... zzz... and and... 'cuci mata' at prom? erm... not many la... when you have someone in mind... others are history... LOL... wont go next year unless i have a date... or maybe final year... shyt la, so freaking busy this week... need to finish modeling by this Sunday, CEP report by this Sunday and also SD report by this Sunday. Materials lab by this Friday, tutorial by this Friday... zzz... i can die of stress... dear someone, give me the 'power' to do all these... please? Ok no talk... all pics... you people can wait till it loads la... super big files... dont know why... zzz

Yew Shan, Pei Yuan and me... i am make-up-less and with specs... what for look so nice kan? no date bah...


Siaw Yin, Voon Chin and Rose...


Yours truly and "lubang hidung" LOL


Dom, my useless date for the night... not a date la... he was looking for his 'date'. HAHA...


So random but cute... i like it... yours truly and Winnie...


Ex-Batu Lintangians... with Steph ^^


Pei Yuan is a happy man!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHA... no comment


The three stooges... oops... SMART GUYS... Adrian, Pei Yuan and Yew Shan


And finally... my favorite pic of the night... yours truly and Rosemary... =D super love this pic... hehehe...

One conclusion... my arms are super fat... zzz

Ciao... will update when im not dead next week...

Hari Raya Visiting

Today, i went to Zaki's house for Hari Raya. Its been a long time since i last saw him, and face it... i miss my bunch of old friends... with the exception of June la... see her everyday... LOL... and i so love Ms. Cho Sieng Yieng... spell wrong or not? Lol... love Catherine's naivety a lot. So cute... And... i finally saw Alistair after not having seen him around ever since he was discharged from the hospital. Whoa... time really flies... enough talking... show the pics of us while at Zaki's house.

The photo taken by Zaki's father. Bad lighting la. But nevermind... Standing L to R: June, yours truly, Suk Thin, Catherine, Irene, Boon Yee. Im still so tall... teeheehee... Sitting L to R: Alistair, Zakil, Jason.


See that Catherine beside me? Dammit, if she is in Swinburne, i bet there are tonnes of guys going after her. No jokes... she is damn pretty la wei... HAHAHA...

Miss em dudes and dudettes...

Ok... back to CEP. Zzzz...