A Change

Change for the better is always something good. It gets you out of misery to something brand new. As life has to go on even though there are roadblocks ahead, we need to fight for ourselves without depending on others. Whats the point being weak inside and out and then still wanna go on and burden others around you? Is it symbiosis? I doubt it. I need a change... a drastic change... i cant keep relying on friends and family to comfort my feelings all the time. I need to find other ways to comfort myself in the future. What happens if they are all away and im left here alone? I cant keep crying myself to sleep at night, it isnt healthy. A change that i really need is... to not fall in love again. Ive been saying this over and over again if you have read my blog previously. But i cant seem to stick that in mind. For now, i seriously need to change that. Please Lord, let this guy be the first and the last guy that i fall in love with throughout my studies in Swinburne. Please let things work out. Im tired of all this unrequited love series that has been a fairy tale in my life. Please let things head for the better. Besides a change in that... i finally cut my hair to something different than all the other styles ive been donning for years. Many people didnt recognise me in pics and such. Some said i look cute, some young, some a bit... sarcastic. Oh wells... post a pic for you guys...

What you guys think about it? o.O

Is a change something good?

I havent changed much... i still like him a lot...