It's good to feel single again. To have no commitment in relationships, to be not tied down to anything. To be able to be myself for just a while. What is the point of being with someone when you cannot be yourself? That's just pretense. How long can the deception last? Ahhh... the irony.
Tomorrow would be my first ever job interview. Nerve-wrecking but all the best to me!!!
Sunday, January 8, 2012
Monday, January 2, 2012
Updates
Birthdays mean nothing much to me because it comes every single year. Hopefully this year's the same. I wish I can celebrate my birthday alone. Do the things I like, and not for the sake of pleasing others. I personally and secretly wants to celebrate my birthday with friends this year, but the fear of a failed celebration by them makes me phobic. Blehh... Of the sacrifices I'm willing to make, sometimes I feel like nobody understands me, literally nobody. So yea, let the world make their own justifications of my actions. Been spending a hell lot lately LOL. University life came to an end not too long ago and I have spent almost half of my year's savings indulging in luxuries. My money is my money, not yours. Your money is your money, not mine. I swear I won't even touch one bit. Bought a Longchamp bag for myself, a pink Sony camera *loves*, clothes, clothes and more clothes. AND 3 kg worth of permanent weight I'm trying to reduce now by doing more cardio. Job hunting is so tiring mentally till it becomes difficult to fall asleep at night. Hopefully I managed to get into my dream job *crossed fingers and squeals*.
More updates till then.
XOXO
More updates till then.
XOXO
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