Birthdays mean nothing much to me because it comes every single year. Hopefully this year's the same. I wish I can celebrate my birthday alone. Do the things I like, and not for the sake of pleasing others. I personally and secretly wants to celebrate my birthday with friends this year, but the fear of a failed celebration by them makes me phobic. Blehh... Of the sacrifices I'm willing to make, sometimes I feel like nobody understands me, literally nobody. So yea, let the world make their own justifications of my actions. Been spending a hell lot lately LOL. University life came to an end not too long ago and I have spent almost half of my year's savings indulging in luxuries. My money is my money, not yours. Your money is your money, not mine. I swear I won't even touch one bit. Bought a Longchamp bag for myself, a pink Sony camera *loves*, clothes, clothes and more clothes. AND 3 kg worth of permanent weight I'm trying to reduce now by doing more cardio. Job hunting is so tiring mentally till it becomes difficult to fall asleep at night. Hopefully I managed to get into my dream job *crossed fingers and squeals*.
More updates till then.
XOXO
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