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Time passes really quickly, and before you know it, Week 12 is already coming to an end. Week 13 coming up next week... and im gonna be super stress again. Gahh... i need my movie tonight. Seeing James Bond and his blue eyes, i will be mesmerize to the grave. LOL. Right now, im waiting for someone who i know wouldnt show up at all. Gosh, if he did... he is so... lets just say if he shows up, means everything will be solved. WELL, back to week 13. I will be having 2 presentations next week, 3 assignments due next week, and a test on next Friday. Should i just jump off the 9th floor and die? Nah... im not having suicidal thoughts. Thats stupid. Im gonna go through this with the strength that someone out there will be rooting for me positively, as he will be my pillar of strength. A girl can just hope, cant she? =D I know he wouldnt show up. Even though everything seems to be positive so far, i couldnt help being pessimistic that he is just sticking me up and fooling around. Mum always say, you cannot trust guys like those. Although she did disturb me all the time about him. Oh why did i bother to tell her in the first place? xD

I wanna listen to the songs on my laptop, but my earphone broke yesterday. So damn bored right now. My presentation slides are way over 5 mins and i think i suck in presentation skills. Lack of presentation makes me stutter a lot. Gosh nervousness is killing me. I need him!!! Desperation kicks in. *Looks around* No sight of him. Sighs.

In the library blogging isnt a good thing. But then, what am i to do now? Im sort of done with whatever i intended to do here today. Waiting for time to pass and then go to the movies at 6 something later. Charity bah. ^^ Gosh i do wish he was here. And to Kor, pray to God always... dont be so depressed! Feel like crying also la... but my tears are just silent tears. Wont be seen nor heard. Cry myself to sleep... as always... or in the shower. LOL...

Do wish i can see him now. To B... gosh you really hate me now.