I hate my weekends!!!

Everyone dreads weekdays and always hopes that weekends draw nearer each day. However, im the opposite. I certainly dreaded weekends, despised them. Coz these 2 days are the days where i cant do any studying because i have to do lots of housework. And yes!!! HOUSEWORK SUCKS!!! First, i gotta wash my own car. Omg, i thought that was boys job but nooooo... my car is my own responsibility... have to treat it as my own baby. Aduh. Feed it with milk, wash them clean, make sure they dont get hurt... GAH... IM A MOTHER AT 17... Dang... Oh wells, getting used to that by now. But then... i dont know why... but i think my parents had gone cuckoo yesterday... and to add some flavor into it, they got me so pissed i dont wanna talk much to them anymore.

First, they had to buy a new microwave oven and a new vacuum cleaner. I was like whoa... thats already a lot. But then, things werent getting much better. They bought a new refrigerator and a new washing machine... and also a new stove for cooking. WTF... IM NOT CELEBRATING HARI RAYA LE!!!! WTF IS ALL THIS?????? Ok la, my washing machine is leaking, so it needed a change, understandable... but the rest? OH SHIT... wasting money nia. Coz i was SUPPOSED to get my handphone this weekend. And guess what, same shit all over. They bought all these stuff, using some of my money... and then tell me... they dont have money to chip in to get my phone. I was like wtf... i got my own saved money with me... let me go and buy la... its not like im bothering you with it or anything... and they said not allowed. If they buy things for the family, its for the family use then its acceptable. Mine is for my own pleasure so cannot. WTF... the fridge is still farking good, so is the stove and everything else. Now im seeing double of everything in my house. OH SHIT OH SHIT... this is a nightmare. And they seriously jokingly told my brother and i that they are gonna buy a plasma TV soon. SHIT MAN... WTF... i could not contain my anger anymore that i refused to eat lunch yesterday. The madness engulfed over me was so overpowering that i didnt even attend mass with them. I went with my brother only. See how serious and distant i could be when im mad. Grrr... I BITE SO WATCH OUT. HUH. Im gonna explode sooner or later. GAHHH...

And i seriously do not need anything else to be worse, the guy whom friends said liked me... turns out to be GAY. Oh wells, thats what he said to me. Wee Liang, you want me to introduce you to him? LOLs. Or maybe, it is some kind of diversion so i would not be interested in him or so that i wouldnt know that he likes me or whatsoever, he promised and sweared to me he will never lie. So, i have his words in my heart... and i BELIEVE he is gay. I am gonna believe that, i dont care. Haha. Shit man. WTF is all this shits going on around me? Is the world getting weirder each day, or is it just me mixing with all these weird people around? These are temptations in life, dont fall for them!!! Gotta tell myself that. AHHH...... Oh dang, i still need kind reassurance from friends so that i can shed some light on the matter. But oh wells, life is just like that. Gahhh... i think im not gonna like anymore guys from now on. They only love to see me get hurt, and nothing else.

Ive seen Brokeback Mountain from Hollywood, ive seen Brokeback BL from my high school, and i guess im gonna see Brokeback Swinburne soon... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH... why??? =.=

Imagine seeing this scenario in Swinburne's lobby when you're walking through it. Oh shit... im gonna so freak out and runaway. Urghh... i have nothing against gays... but seriously, nothing against them and not liking them... is two very opposite things. Haha. So tell you what, im gonna stay away from him. That self-confessed gay dude i mean. See how life suits him that way then, maybe he will re-self-confessed that he is straight instead. HAHA...

I know im being very mean. And i dont know why. But my weekends just sucks so bad i feel i needa punch somebody. GAH... reconsidering the gym again. =.=

In Berberboo's mind : 4 test next week... and IT assignment to do... and handed in the weekafter... i think... i wont have time to think about all this shits anymore. Think im perfect? Live my life then.