When my life has just turned towards a new direction, old memories keep coming back to me... jamming my brainspace with lots of rubbish or craps which i feel are better to forget totally about it. But then, whenever im down... you were always there for me. You hear me whine; you saw me close to tears; you comforted me... even though it wasnt the right way to do it but i smiled anyways; you never tried to get me agitated (for which im very happy because of that) and also... you were always there for me when i needed you the most. And for that, i thank you. (These actually are for a few persons... so if you know who you are, just wanna tell you that i love you guys a lot.)
Besides that, with the exams popping about every day... im so stressed out i swear i can just collapse and sleep forever. My IT quiz was a disaster... so was my Finite Maths test. I dont know whether i am still capable of going through all these. Im so worn out these days, i feel like an aged woman, trapped in a young virgin's body. Say Sayonara to my youth. But then, im always surrounded by miracles sent down from above. You smiled at me always; made me happy... even though its momentarily, but i treasured it a lot; you knew how to pull my leg to light up my dull face; you knew what to do to make me happy and you know whats best for me. Thanks.
Besides that, with the exams popping about every day... im so stressed out i swear i can just collapse and sleep forever. My IT quiz was a disaster... so was my Finite Maths test. I dont know whether i am still capable of going through all these. Im so worn out these days, i feel like an aged woman, trapped in a young virgin's body. Say Sayonara to my youth. But then, im always surrounded by miracles sent down from above. You smiled at me always; made me happy... even though its momentarily, but i treasured it a lot; you knew how to pull my leg to light up my dull face; you knew what to do to make me happy and you know whats best for me. Thanks.
This smile is dedicated to you. You know the reasons why im smiling again. I dont care whether you think im crazy or weird or whatever, but what it takes to see me smile unsecretively again is very rare. Do i look like a bunny because my teeth is a bit bunnylicious? Someone called me a bunny... =.=
I just dont get one thing... Why is it so HARD to tell the truth, but yet so EASY to tell a lie?
Is it because you wanna make me happy when you lied? Or you dont wanna hurt me with the truth? Coz in the end, whatever lies you told, will eventually overflow and then, nothing can save us anymore. Im sorry.
In Berberboo's mind: Im kinda dead these days... Omg... how many people read my blog these days? If you are a reader... shout out!!! =D
2 comments:
there is always a rainbow after the rain.
there's a bunny behind that smile... =D
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