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omg... i dont expect anyone to read this.
In Berberboo's mind: STEAMBOAT AFTER FINALS!!!
omg... i dont expect anyone to read this.
In Berberboo's mind: STEAMBOAT AFTER FINALS!!!
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For those whom that are lazy to read.. i finally come out with a more easier version to read it.. so please enjoy!!!!
Im so fucking bored right now even though I don’t want to study for my final exams coz it’s the weekend I hope to do something fruitful by the end of the day that is to go and sleep and dream of the beautiful memories we could be having together only if ever we can be together but then I think its rather impossible for me to do that coz my mind is so crammed up with piles of work load showever I still love you a lot even though you don’t notice it you might think im off with somebody else or eventhought of me as hoaxing but I can assure you that the space in my heart is filled by no other but you time passes by so slowly and I feel the pang(PAIN) in my heart I dunno whether you feel it too or you are just a frozen rock with no feelings or what so everi long for the day where we will be able to talk to each other openly about matters like normal friends do able to hold your hand when youre all stressed up or hurt physically or mentally I promise I will be there for you when the sun shine turns to rain when the bluesky turns into a thunderstorm I held a guys hand within mine just now the warm thofit gave me the feeling of gone were the days when I used to be on cloud nine the guy I held hands with wasn’t you although I wished it was you I wanted somuch to be with you that sometimes I can be bloody irrational and selfish that I never thought of your feelings when I tried to do something stupid to gain your attention I don’t mind saying your name right here because I think that no one will read this stupid piece of crap coz its just a mind teaser and such believe it its up to you but then I will say that TOOT..Toot I really do like you a lot eventhough more than half a year has gone by since I have fell for you I donot know what drove me to be attracted to you but it seems everything about you is perfect and flawless like a precious diamond gleaming for a shine even others think I should move onto someone better because you are so ignorant of my feelings and also may be yours due to your pride and filial peity you had for your parents coz indeed you are a very good child and a very good man and a very good person and a perfect guy for every one I don’t know why I like you so much but all I know you are the sun and the moon and everything I think of when im down or happy coz you are the first thought I have in my mind when I wake up in the morning everywhere I go in campus I see you coz literally and visually you are everywhere I see and everywhere I go you always pop up like daisies In a meadow and also ineeded to express some deepshit feeling that I have in my gut dear miss papaya your milk aint taste that great your voice disgusts me even though i know mine disgust people too but then I seriously do not like the facts pointing at you Im sorry whether I have done anything to you and I apologize in advance before I need to express this out you suck so bad you saggy papaya cheap slut buhbuhbooboo I dun no why this thing suddenly turns into a huge pile of cheap words and rubbish but then this is how ifeel right now I really do like you a lot la TOOT..TOot I know you don’t believe me when I say that coz you might think me and long man is together many people thought so too coz we look so close and touchy and seemingly like boyfriend and girlfriend because of thef act that we hang around with each other all the time but seriously we are just like brother and sister coz the only thing we have incommon is both of us are senqing aka crazy crazy which makes us really laugh able at times to relieve our stress and such but seriously nothing happened between us eventhough he once said to robin that his lao po got angry when he keeps flicking her pen when writing and that person was actually me but then come on la that’s just fun talk and bull crap no big deal about it la how ever I do want to have respectable view of me and him and not to deem me as a bitch or slut or playing with peoples heart or whatever you call those kind of people la then I am stressing my self like gila now coz I m still thinking about you so much coz you look extremely adorable in formals today and by saying this you may think im damn geli and all but haha that’s just me you cant change it live it with or may be that’s why im still single coz I have this weird childish character that you think is not right for many guys including you but then I will try to gain my way to you and that’s the big promise I made this day and for now exams are calling me like the engine in my car bumming me to butt upon my physics and all my other subjects so for now let me say bbye.
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omgosh.. more than 3 AW essays.. i respect u !
ngaidi.. need aproval de..the easier version.. sure not accepted.. anyway.. i read it all already.. very touching ^^ keep it up..
omg
the only word i managed to spot is papaya HAHA
justanothertragedy: haha...there is papaya story there... omg im gonna be slaughtered for it =.=
anonymous: of course need approval de la... if not got spammed again
code breaker: omg... you dont have to translate everything, do you? didnt know anyone would read it. haha... i crap too much so of course la damn long =P
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