Sunday, December 30, 2007

Last thing on my mind... LOVE

Throughout 2007, i admit that i have fallen in love twice... fallen out of love once... and sitting on fences about one right now...

I, who always wanted to find love... never found it... someone said i desire it... but thats a curse... coz things never turn out the way i wanted it to...

I saw many of my friends who were in love, fell out of love... uncountable numbers... but they seem to move on pretty well... i, with no will, is stuck here...

Those, who are still in love... and going strong... may the New Year brings more happiness to you and your counterparts...

Those, who always hide away from love... have found it before the New Year... the 5 of you are one hell of a lucky lot... you know who you are... i saw your love messages, shout outs, smiles... all those happy moments when someone is in love... but i, of all the person, was left shun out from this atmosphere...

Maybe desperation isnt the solution to get love... i might produce a negative aura in my hunt for love... and this in return scared people away... i admit that im wrong... we should just let love slowly come to us... let whatever goes around, comes around...

But then, if being in love is such a wonderful feeling, why am i always suffering from heartaches even though i love someone?

Therefore, i have a choice to make... and no turning back... i dont wanna spend another whole new year, crying in shame...

And for that... my ONLY New Year's resolution is... to stay out of love... at all cost...

And i hope i can fulfill it... without hurting anyone... and myself.

In Berberboo's mind: Im giving you time till New Year's day to show me where we can go... if not, im hopping off the fence.

4 comments:

lovie said...

Girl, you don't have to think so negatively, cheer up, ok?
New Year is coming, have a new life ok?
Happy New Year. =D

Berberboo said...

i hope i can live a new life... sigh

featherin said...

can i please steal ur new years resolution? i wanna stay out of love too lol :) happy new year btw.

Berberboo said...

[featherin] yea sure... LETS SHARE TH RESOLUTION, SHALL WE? ^^

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO U TOO!!!