Friday, April 20, 2007

What am i NOW?

Ok, in this post, im gonna be really bad. Or you can say crude? Or bitchy? What the fuck i dont give a damn. Its the truth, so there. You dont like it, get lost! I gave you the warning, if you dont get out of my page this instance, dont blame me for the mean things im gonna say.

Girls, let me ask you one thing. What is the fashion now? Exposing butts? Boobs? What? Coz you know, i see a lot of 'weird' people these days. As the days go by, people are getting 'weirder'. Even their characters change. Im not a fashion critic today so im gonna leave that out. Im expressing the devil in me that is dying to come out. Here goes:

This is about a person i know...hell you know who you are if you're itching to read my blog. You know you did well for your presentation, why are you denying it? Are you being humble or what? Coz that is fuckingly annoying. Call me mean, its just the fact that you're too blind to see! If people say you're good, you're good. If you say you're good, thats overly blowing your trumpets. But when people say you're good, and you deny it and complain about it moments later, what is that called? I told a friend about this and he told me that people like this have low self confidence. What? Not proud of yourself eh? Try to be proud of yourself. If not you will fall down into the drain. People like this cant lead. You know what others feel when you say you suck at something you did well? Its like you're making fun of them, like you're too good, and they are too lousy. Hell yea, thats how we lower category feel! And even though you said you did sucky, why did you get such good marks in the end? You think people have a taste for suckiness? Hell no! A lil advice for you, next time just say you did your best and let God take care of everything. If you still repeat this shit, i will pray that your results will be disappointing, coz thats what you want it to be. You ask for it, you got it.

Im not a mean bitch in real life, but i seriously cant tolerate this kind of things. Thats why my LIFE is a bitch. Coz im surrounded by bitchy stuffs. So, dont blame me for bitching today.

In Berberboo's mind : I dont care what you say about me. Im open minded, i receive criticism openly, not a sour grape like those around me. My poll might increase a tenfold with the BITCHY being the main thing, but heck you dont know me enough. I can be a real angel, and a real bitch when you cross me badly. I tolerate people, but not those who are bitchy. You bitch with me, i bitch with you back. Thats how the world revolves. Pleased with it? If not, find yourself another planet. Maybe Mars? I dont know. Im just pure mad, inflamed.

1 comment:

Zhang BeiHai said...

lol..din even know the post was here, funny I missed it though. Must have been blind.

Evidently that would be me in the last presentation.
Deterioration is never satisfying.
A grade from 23.3 to 19.3 is not something to let off so easily.

I don't rate standards literally by scaling it off other ppl. And that's why I hate it when my parents comparing me to my mensa intelligence family members. Different people are at different levels and it is rather unfair to compare and contrast. Academic or WHATEVER standards should be rated by the capabilities of an individual, whether that person has reached his or her potential, exceeded it, or simply flunked. In other terms, where should I be?

There is no honourable reason to compare grades to others, no matter lower or higher (what sense does that matter anyway, save you want to bring them down), but there's a reason to look at yourself, your potential, and scale it from there.

If God gave me a 1% capability of completing a task and I extended it to 1.2%, then I am a good steward. However, if he gave me 250% potential and I did 207% (that's EXACTLY the same 20% decline as from 23.3 to 19.3), I have done a great misdeed. Even if I have stayed at 250%, God would deem it unsatisfactory. Read about the master and the stewards, it would be as though the potential was 'buried' in the ground like the talents.

It really DOES NOT matter whether the whole world can only do 20% or a super 3000000%. But have I done my part?

Then again that is IF this was me, mainly because I was real disappointed about how I did in that 'presentation' and based on my knowledge, there's no other presentation then. I guess different perspectives will always be there, although I don't see where mine went astray. I would say that the criticism of my under-confidence is indeed true to a certain extend-the abstract sense, as of a dimension within a dimension of mirrors. It's still very early to detag (I cherish those dimensional wars, though I shouldn't take part in them). I would like my assumed weaknesses however to be based on truisms and not opinions. There, go on and judge, you have every right to do so.

"People like this cant lead."
Hallelujah. Strikingly pertinent, and always true.