BerBer is in a BIG depression!!!

As everyone in the Foundation January Intake are facing the same depression, let me over exaggerate my situation for a little bit so that you can see how grave the matter is to me. Maybe to some, grave issues are like those poor kids in Africa, or maybe when someone decides to ban chicken rice for good, this matter that im gonna blog about is definitely what matters the most to me. If you think im bitching, bug off or i will bug you off manually.

EXAMS!!! Yes, thats what i dread all the time. Last year, i was having a rough time during the examinations as certain factors just came popping up like mushrooms. Factors such as a rocky relationship with my ex, needing to de-stress so i picked up the habit of playing computer games for 24 hours straight and also worrying about what was i going to do after SPM. I wanted to go to Aussie but then...=( Well, anyways i managed to pull through SPM and the results are quite satisfactory, except for Moral which is...uhmm...USELESS!!! KNNCCB!!!

Okay, about exams. Being stress for the past few days, or even weeks makes me a real bitch if you anger me. What with my monthly blessings, i get mad far too easy. Dammit, quit being a hot-head, BerBer! My exams today were pretty tough. Reading for academic purposes, a paper which everyone said is a piece of cake and no need to study larh, was a real shock when the English used was extremely deep. I even stucked at a section for half an hour without further progress. And guess what that particular idiotic passage is about - Stress. Yes, the Stress questions gave me more stress. Darn. Hope i can pull through with a HD or maybe a D is enough. I want my rewards...=(

My Information Technology 1 was hopeless. Yes, i repeat it...HOPELESS!!! I was so happy i managed to do the flow chart question, but i guess my cb over-confidence level made me blew a few easy questions up. So yea, its a cover up for the flow chart. Ms Marlene is gonna be sooooo disappointed. Yea. DISAPPOINTED. And im gonna be so dead. Wanna grade myself? Er, if D would be hella good, but i guess i can only get Credit or worst...PASS. Its impossible to fail. LOL, im not joking.

Or maybe something or someone distracted me just now. Someone just asked me why i didnt like him. I was so blur, i gave a no comment answer. Im a baddie eh? What to do...STRESS!!!

If only...if only...hmm...if only someone notices me...i hope he can be the one to wash these pains away.

If only...

In Berberboo's mind : Am i taking it too seriously? Am i taking things too far? Am i just another puppy in the window? I dunno...someone better give me those answers.