How i feel right now...

Well... im really a sober right now... but not sober as in drunkardly sober... but... ive been sobbing... so sob-er... haha... supposed to be double bs' actually... i think... but who cares... its one of those languages that i use in my blog. Oh wells. ^^ Have you heard of the song 'Jenny' by The Click Five? Well, that song means a lot to me... the lyrics la. Its not that im in love with a girl call Jenny, but the words... when you cut out Jenny from it. xD Sounds hard to comprehend? Let me rewrite the lyrics, with some altering to show how im feeling right now, kay?

Supposedly from him to me.

She calls me suai ge
then she wont call me
says she adores me
and then ignores me
(Amber, What's the problem?)

She keeps her distance
and makes me speechless
puts up resistance
and builds defenses
(Amber, Whats the problem?)

You keep me hanging on the line
everytime you change your mind

First you say you will
then you say you wont
you keep me hanging on
but we're not moving on
we're standing still
Amber, you're always on my mind
Amber, It's killing me

(YA RIGHT, IM KILLING YOU... =.=)

From me to him.

He calls to say hi
He never said bye
Says he wont hurt me
But everyday hurts
(Ahem, whats your problem?)

He keeps his distance
but sits behind me
puts up some faces
and make my days hurt
(Ahem, whats your problem?)

You keep me guessing all the time
everytime you make me smile

First you say you wont
Then you say you will
You keep me hanging on
And im dying to let go
We're standing still
Ahem, you're always on my mind
Ahem, i am dying...

Our versions are so nice and right, right? =D

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This is the original version. Try comparing it and sing with my version of lyrics. Fun thing to do when you're bored. =D (Shit, im not supposed to be smiling in this post!!! ITS SUPPOSED TO BE EMO!!! =.=) Anyways... do enjoy yourself...

Dont know why i suddenly came up with the idea of doing this... but anyways... its for him, if he is reading this. You... make me speechless. BAH, I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY ANYMORE.

In Berberboo's mind : I love the way you smiled at me today, you really made me happy for a while, but then again, the thought of it makes me confused... what do you really want?