Ive been so depressed as of late, that i hardly even check my blog for any messages or anything. And i have to say im sorry that i havent read lots of updates from other people's blogs as well. Ive been too busy with assignments, problems and lots of stuff that eventually did take a toll on my health. I get frequent headaches, eyesores, puffy eyes (from the crying and staying up late), my whole body hurts... and maybe gastric. Oh wells, the worst i cant handle is nightmares. Lately, ive been having a nightmare that keeps coming back to me every night for 4 days already. Wanna know what is it? I died. Yes. I saw myself in a coffin. With people surrounding me. And some of the people present there... were friends. I didnt know how i died, or when... but it seems like i still looked like who i am right now. So is the time coming soon? I dont know. But as a spirit, i roamed around... and i found out that some of my friends actually loved me so much, that they didnt dare to tell me coz it might ruin our friendship. They were peering at me through the glass. I can see their tears glistened on their faces. They wished they could tell me how i much i meant to them, before i left. But, all is lost... without words. Does this imply something in the life that im living right now? Does this mean that someone out there loves me, but i dont have a clue about it? Or is it some realisation pang that i need to know? What is it? Big question to you all out there.
"When you like someone so much, whether as a friend, or hoping that she could be your girlfriend or boyfriend one day, suddenly died and you never got the chance to tell him/her how you felt. Would you attend her/his funeral? Would you shed a tear for her/him?"
Please answer those questions. Meant a lot to me right now. Thanks.
In Berberboo's mind : Im so depressed right now... i feel like the end is near.
"When you like someone so much, whether as a friend, or hoping that she could be your girlfriend or boyfriend one day, suddenly died and you never got the chance to tell him/her how you felt. Would you attend her/his funeral? Would you shed a tear for her/him?"
Please answer those questions. Meant a lot to me right now. Thanks.
In Berberboo's mind : Im so depressed right now... i feel like the end is near.
8 comments:
Hey of course u do, since he mean so much to u. But, its doesnt bother to u anymore since he is gone. But lesson learned, dont hesitated to do so when u in love with somebody and u wanna him/her to know ur feeling.
If it were me, I would definitely attend the funeral. I mean, why not? Perhaps i might even look up at the sky n secretly express to that person how i feel about him/her - n pray that he/she can hear my thoughts.
Whether i would shed a tear is entirely up to my feelings. It is neither right nor wrong, neither worthy nor unworthy, so don worry. If u feel like crying, juz go for it; otherwise, it's fine too!
Cheer up, my fren! The end is very far from here!
From my point of view, I think your trying to relive in your dreams what you can't in life. You know how we sometimes wish our lives were more dramatic?
Not that what you're dreaming is irrational (which probably is), but just that deep down in your subconscious you actually WANT it to happen so you can see the 'reactions" of your loved ones.
So it's not about them, but about you.
different opinions and different views... thanks guys...
Silent grief? Maybe some emotions are not supposed to be expressed, well- only an opinion.
But that's one of the scarier dreams I've heard of. I've dreamt of life after death but it wasn't fearful since everything was elegant, majestic and everybody was wistfully happy(beautiful feeling actually, out of this world).
Wait, 4 days? Does it still continue?
hey thr... I know tat kind of depression feelings. It's hard though. It'll soon be over. Hang on gal!! u can do it!!
bout that funeral, I'll go to that person's funeral for sure.
you'll be ok soon. hang on!!
I agree with maxxbie, you should attend the funeral, as it will be the last time for you to see the person.
Life still goes on.. don't be depressed and try to go out for a walk in the park.
Remember, life still goes on.. Take care..
covenant: well, it stopped 2 nights ago... but ive been dreaming different stuffs again... interconnected sort of thing... =(
to jeremy and hp84 : thanks for ur concern... felt a bit better today... thanks...=D
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