Friday, May 4, 2007

Its Over...

Yea, exams over, stress is over, hope is gone, nervousness setting in, im currently desperate for a new ray of light to shine through this thick mist which covers my eyesight and i need clarity to move on. Im dragging my feet deliberately in this silence, the clanging of weights on my heels, the sound, the force, it seem to have caused bruises and cuts, and i can no longer move forwards, but the pain from the cuts give me a different hope, no matter how emo or whatever shit im in, there is a way outta this horrid jungle of white fury. Yes, im a free bird now. So free that someone can just get a gun out and fire this bird for dinner.

My mum will never approve of me having that guy as my boyfriend. Circumstances sucks. Im sick of it. Cant i just be normal like any other girls? Why am i subjected to this kind of shit? Is it love? If it is then why do you make me suffer more and make me into someone im not? Answer me!!!

Why do i have to go through this??? WHY?!?!?!?

In Berberboo's mind : I'm sick and tired of this shit.

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