A Wet Saturday Afternoon

"Never look back," we said How was I to know I'd miss you so? Loneliness up ahead, emptiness behind Where do I go? And you didn't hear All my joy through my tears All my hopes through my fears Did you know, still I miss you somehow From the bottom of my broken heart There's just a thing or two I'd like you to know You were my first love, you were my true love From the first kisses to the very last rose From the bottom of my broken heart Even though time may find me somebody new You were my real love, I never knew love 'Til there was you From the bottom of my broken heart "Baby," I said, "please stay. Give our love a chance for one more day" We could have worked things out Taking time is what love's all about But you put a dart Through my dreams through my heart And I'm back where I started again Never thought it would end You promised yourself But to somebody else And you made it so perfectly clear Still I wish you were here

Thank you Britney Spears for the awesome song to listen to during a rainy afternoon. Sitting here alone at my terrace, looking at the 4 little kittens sleeping under the BBQ pit. I couldn't feel anything anymore. Not even a bit of sympathy. All i feel is anger. Angry that the useless mother just left her litter of kittens here. Such irresponsible parent. Just like someone's. How could parents become so irresponsible? If its coming from animals, i practically understand as they are not being gifted with the gift to think. But duh, what about maternal instinct? Hmph... I guess in this world, more human parents are beginning to act like animals. What a sad world this it, ain't it?

I wanna pour some milk for the kittens, give them an old rag, put them in a box. But I do not feel any love towards these kittens. Puppies might be a different story altogether. Whats wrong with me? Where did my emotions went to? It seems the only emotion i can feel right now is anger. Guess I really did became heartless. A robot. Maybe the wound hasn't been healed yet. Maybe...

The kittens at the pit. With those blue-round goblin-liked eyes, its a wonder what their DNA would be. I might just put this kittens up for adoption tomorrow, or dump them at the recycling center. Heartless I know, but I seriously do not like cats! Haih... but pity them, for they do not know why they were born into this world. Stupid kitten parents! =.=

On a personal note, never trust somebody who promised you the world, but threatens to destroy your life after that. It's not worth it.

PS. Kittens are still available. Holla back if anybody wants to adopt them. FREE OF CHARGE!