Just had my mid-term test for Transport and boy it was hell. Spent too much time on the CIRCLY software and the answer still stay the same. Neglected the questions at the back. Darn. There goes my HD for the subject. Now, Cost Assignment 2 is my main priority. Couldn't let myself get bad results even I am taking 3 subjects a semester.
It's these sort of times where I missed you the most. Everytime I heard my name being spoken of, I get this sensation that "Hey, he still loves me after all". But I know all those are just merely dreams. Dreams that are never reality. Never going to come true. I doubt he ever loved me then or now. Took me a huge hit on the face to realize that very fact.
But it all comes down to this. I am stronger than yesterday and the day before. Stronger than my past. And nothing's gonna bring me down. Although I have yet to move on, but I know in my heart, there's only one person. As the days pass, he will be etched away slowly. 3 years the limit. Prayers answered.
It's these sort of times where I missed you the most. Everytime I heard my name being spoken of, I get this sensation that "Hey, he still loves me after all". But I know all those are just merely dreams. Dreams that are never reality. Never going to come true. I doubt he ever loved me then or now. Took me a huge hit on the face to realize that very fact.
But it all comes down to this. I am stronger than yesterday and the day before. Stronger than my past. And nothing's gonna bring me down. Although I have yet to move on, but I know in my heart, there's only one person. As the days pass, he will be etched away slowly. 3 years the limit. Prayers answered.
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