Am currently addicted to shopping. My trip to KK was a fun one, mainly because i love the cool ocean's breeze. Daddy couldn't stand the heat and Bro couldn't stand the long walks. Mum was a bit heated up as the condominium deal didn't get through. Darn. Anyways KK is a lovely place to go. Food a bit pricey but maybe that's just because we were eating in the town area. Location matters. Miss the breeze and also Tuaran Mee. Oh my saliva drools... I can see myself retiring there, sitting on the deck facing the bay, with warm breeze blowing through my hair while enjoying a sip of hot chocolate and reading my favorite novel. Shopping was a bit bad over there seemingly KL is still my numero uno shopping haven. But with online stores these days, normal shopping can be skipped. Currently looking for a super comfy jumper. Hope i'll find one soon :) Life has been good to me the past few days. Sleep deprivation does not appear in my vocabulary anymore. Yippie! Learning to appreciate and love myself more because you can never love another unless you have learnt to love yourself first. That is my motto! Been buying some eye gel to remove the dark circles around my eyes as well as getting rid of that all time panda look. Works well thanks to Garnier for their superb invention at an affordable price :) Been swimming a hell lot lately. Been getting so tanned but its cool. Gonna gunner for a beautiful bikini tanned line soon. Joy to the max. Hehe. Well be heading off to the doctors in the afternoon for my medical checkup. Hope everything is fine this time. Might be checking out the beach after that. Been long since i feel the sand between my toes... Such bliss i longed for. It has been a month since i last cried. I feel different. Like somewhat a new person. People coming to me for advice and all seems so surreal being that the breakup was not something to cry about. It is a new dawn for me. A new beginning. I can be myself. Be someone happy and carefree. Though i'd shamelessly say i really do miss that sort of life but what do you expect? A change for the better is always good :) I'd still miss him though. Every night he appears in my prayers, in my dreams. Every night i remember his forlorn looks staring glassy eyed at something i that never seems to materialized in my dreams. Its a hard nutshell to crack but i did not try to. I know by finding out the truth, it will be more harm than good. If love was something that can be bought, i will save up every penny until i find one. I love him. But only I would know that. It seems awkward being the person being laughed at. Being made fun of. But all those things will end one day. They will pay for their deeds so much as they deserve. A new dawn begins... right now.
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