Tell me where my time went?
Spending it all with you?
Please dont let me fall asleep again...
Dont let me feel empty again.
Coz i fear i might break...
I think i just did.
And i fear i cant take it...
This is the end of me.
I can feel the pressure... its getting closer and closer
Its overwhelming me.
Am i better off without you?
Am i better off without anyone here with me?
Am i better off dead?
Now that im losing hope...
What is there left to show?
Some things i will never know... or understand...
But i have to let them all go.
Im sitting all alone here... feeling empty...
Without you.

There are others who are trying to take your place...
But i wont give them the key.
Coz the key to my heart is with... you.
If you have truly given me up...
then please return the key.
Coz all my happiness, all my feelings, every emotion i had... are locked inside.
Till then, im a dead person... lifeless... no laughter...
I feel nothing...
Not even pain.
Not even joy.
Just emptiness...
Although i might be laughing loud and hearty...
But deep inside i am blue... torn...
My smile is my make up i wear since my break up with you...
And im stressing...
For the number of people i have hurt for your sake... is doubling each day
I cant bear to see them hurt...
I cant bear to see you hurt too
Im going to take all these pain alone
Im not letting anyone bear it with me... for me.

If life has no meaning anymore, shouldnt it be ended?