Little Updates

Life has been one hell of a roller coaster ride for me lately. Been through ups and downs with my piggy and finally, everything is over. Its true what he said, when you dont have the feel, no matter how hard you try, the magic will never happen. This explains it all: 我们超过了友情,但还不到爱情. We realised what we had for each other is merely an overflowing feeling of friendship, but not heading towards the love direction. I realised that too. I always say i liked him, but when questioned about love and what i will do for him, the answer is unimaginable. Well, i accepted the fact yesterday. After discussing with him face to face in my car, tears everywhere, and lots of comfort. But hey ya, its all over. Im glad that we are still friends. Just that i have to stop thinking too much before it ruins me again. Like they say, 暧昧让人变得贪心,直到等待失去意义. I indeed was too greedy i didnt realise everything was blown out of proportion. But anyways, thanks for the great 6 weeks of my life when im with you. 不能用恨你却不住结局,放遗憾的美丽停在这里... let all the memories stay that beautiful ya? hehe

Now, ive gone bake to baking cakes to relieve stress. Neck problem wouldnt let me tire myself with vigorous badminton sessions with friends. I vomit like everyday, after meals and bad headaches. I'm not pregnant you idiot! Just that my neck bone has been pressing on certain nerves which, haih... inflicts damages on me too. Buu...

Cheesecakey that ive baked on Wednesday night. Now only left a quarter. Crap. My mum gave like a quarter to my aunt coz my cousin simply adores them. I gave 2/3 of a quarter to Paul them (wonder did JH tried it or not), my family alone ate like how many slices i dont know. Sobs... need to bake more!!! Sorry i couldnt give it away to all my friends who requested some coz my parents are just a bunch of pigs. LOL. Ratings for it as good as always =) *smiles*

Life has been sucky lately. I just found out i have a stalker which is pretty eerie. Will dig out more information first. If things seems to be big enough, i might inform parents and head to the police. Otherwise, i hope my friends can settle the nutcrack. A public announcement to you guys out there: Do not be bian tai, i wont fall for that. And dont try to act like someone you are not, im not buying that either. Coz im merely not interested, or i seem to have no confidence at all in myself to have any sort of relationship with anyone right now. So just remain as friends, and if you are really sincere, wait for me to turn 20. Thanks. Thats all. Gee... so thick skin announce this lol. Anyways... just some random update about my life anyways.