How does it feel?

How does it feel... when you like her, and she doesn't return your feelings? Feels bad right?

How does it feel... when you've been missing her so badly, and when you finally called her up, she shouted back at you?

How does it feel... to let go of something you've kept inside for so long, and she totally ignored what you have got to say?

How does it feel... when you send her tonnes of SMS and get none in return? Or maybe a short reply that just says 'Yes' or 'No'?

How does it feel... when you see her hanging out with your friends... and even your best friend has been treating her fairly well lately?

How does it feel... when you see her hanging out with all those boys when you could snap a chance to speak to her, to be with her... but didnt have the guts to do so?

How does it feel... when she touches your arm... and talk about somebody else... but when she could be talking about you?

How does it feel... when she totally ditched you to be with her friends... her male friends... and not you?

How does it feel... to be left alone... when she presumes that you have fallen for her... and she is backing away from you?

How does it feel... when she says friends can never be in a relationship? Irrational right?

How does it feel... when she told you then you two can never be together... and jokingly saying that if that ever happens... Kuching will snow... ?

Haih...

It feels really bad right? Like it is eating your insides out? The truth is... this is life man... you cant force people to like another person... and i know that... so im sorry...

Currently listening to 爱人与伴, a song sang by a local Penang guy... go to his blog... damn nice voice he's got... ^^

And also listening to Go On Girl by Ne Yo and With You by Chris Brown... addictive man!!!

It is 1.10 in the morning right now... and i cant stop thinking about what will happen next...

I wanna sleep, but i cant...

Im tired of dreaming all those beautiful things...

Maybe i should go back to pills...