I have a thick outer ego, which always is bitter and bland... meaningless... some good things never penetrate through... thats why i never learn from my mistakes... bitter memories will always remain bitter, sad memories will always remain, hatred and resent always exist... i cant seem to forget things easily... i hate this... i hate my thick layer of undulating fat...
My middle layer... a pure white, innocent layer, which is like a piece of white cloth. Its like a baby who just learnt its first few steps in this world... throw in anything, and it will be influenced and remembered for the rest of their lives... nothing seems to be able to penetrate through to reach this layer... its too clear... i never learn anything which is much of use... i only learn pain...
My inner layer... black and hollow... sweet but emo... a taste of this is like sugar crystals popping the moment it touches the tongue. Ive always hid myself inside... where no one but close friends seem to get the tendency to manage to reach to this sweet but dangerous layer... if left untouched, it will forever remain sweet... but once shaken or stirred... its a blend of tastebuds tingling and hence, you need to be ready for the aftermath...
So if all these three layers are stirred to become one... am i gonna be a better person in life? I hope so... i dont want my pride to get the better of me again... i dont want to hate someone who doesnt deserve it, coz its all my mistake in the first place... i want to escape from the black abyss which engulfs my life... can i do that? Only God knows... Only HE knows...
In Berberboo's mind: Nothing like a sweet speck on my cheeks may cure this remedy for disaster...
My middle layer... a pure white, innocent layer, which is like a piece of white cloth. Its like a baby who just learnt its first few steps in this world... throw in anything, and it will be influenced and remembered for the rest of their lives... nothing seems to be able to penetrate through to reach this layer... its too clear... i never learn anything which is much of use... i only learn pain...
My inner layer... black and hollow... sweet but emo... a taste of this is like sugar crystals popping the moment it touches the tongue. Ive always hid myself inside... where no one but close friends seem to get the tendency to manage to reach to this sweet but dangerous layer... if left untouched, it will forever remain sweet... but once shaken or stirred... its a blend of tastebuds tingling and hence, you need to be ready for the aftermath...
So if all these three layers are stirred to become one... am i gonna be a better person in life? I hope so... i dont want my pride to get the better of me again... i dont want to hate someone who doesnt deserve it, coz its all my mistake in the first place... i want to escape from the black abyss which engulfs my life... can i do that? Only God knows... Only HE knows...
In Berberboo's mind: Nothing like a sweet speck on my cheeks may cure this remedy for disaster...
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