The very moment you state that sentence, and your friends indirectly accusing me and calling me names... I know... we're through... its time to let this die.

I've never felt so much passion about some things before, so much urge to make things work. But apparently this is just another wrong turn. Another wrong decision. So many preparations, so many surprises... Never plan something too early into a relationship where one isn't committed.

Another hiccup in life where things don't turn out the way you wanted. Maybe I was just too selfish to think for the other half. My wrongdoing. But I'm still young, and there is still room to grow. And by the days, I'll be wiser.

So I'll cherish my youth, make my days ahead brighter and work on the things I love most. God be with me.