Mistakes

It seems that I always say the wrong words/ stuff/ shit at the wrong time. And it has always let me down. Letting myself down. And that is a bad thing.

I should just stand in the face of fear. Should not have held my head high and walked away from doubts and uncertainties. How can troubles be solved if they weren't any sound arguments? Any sound reasoning? Sometimes its just is.

And here I sit. Looking beyond the horizons. Hoping that one day I'll be able to make the right decisions. And not just mistakes.