Weeks passed... exams coming up in a jiffy, on the 9th of February exactly. Revisions for the whole of next week. Wondering how in the world will i ever muster the will to study through the whole of next week till exams, when everyone else is still in the joyous mood to go visiting and celebrating Chinese New Year. And what is worse, the exam is on Chap Goh Mei itself. Sighing so heavily now. Twilights come and go... reddish in the horizon. The rain never cease to pour from the heavens. Its a wet week again. And water has been rising in small towns... flood. I have hopes that the rain would not pursue through next week. Runge Kutta methods playing in my brain. 2nd orders and fourth orders... Euler schemes. The agony of Properties of Fourier Transforms. Probability of passing the subject is 0.45. Heaving a sigh again. Been studying till my neck sores... but it just never seems enough. Questions left undone... books strewn on the floor. Messy messy... what a sigh. V-day is coming up in 2 weeks time. Dont know why am i so bothered about it. Its just another day... another sunrise, another twilight... another ending. Been wondering how is he putting up over there. 3 months not seeing... absence made my heart grew fonder. There are tonnes of fish in the water, but my net is only stuck with him. There are three things i was absolutely positive of today. First, he was a jackass before... and might still be now. Second, there is a thinning hope that he actually feels the same way. And third, i am unconditionally still in love with him. Stupid aight? Well, its gonna be a S-A-D day. Nothing can be changed. Sitting here being emotionally distress isnt going to solve anything. Back to Fouriers again...
