Days Go By

Days go by...
And I'm still here waiting for a miracle to happen.

Someone Like You

I heard that you're settled down,
That you found a girl and you're married now,
I heard that your dreams came true,
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you,
Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light,

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited,
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it,
I had hoped you'd see my face,
And that you'd be reminded that for me it isn't over,

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you,
I wish nothing but the best for you, too,
Don't forget me, I beg,
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead,"
Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead, yeah,

You know how the time flies,
Only yesterday was the time of our lives,
We were born and raised in a summer haze,
Bound by the surprise of our glory days,

Nothing compares,
No worries or cares,
Regrets and mistakes, they're memories made,
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Where was my stage 5 and 6?

There were two endings to our relationship, whether we get married or we break up. And you chose the latter.

Will we hate each other? Will we keep in touch? I guess you answered that too.

I feel for 'Josh'. A punching bag is essential seeing the other half moving on.

However, our lives have to continue on, even though its in a different direction. And everything we shared will always be fragile memories. Although long ago, they were once the happiest memories of my life. And they still are to me.

I think, whenever life separates us, and we will be in totally different places, I will always remember what our past live brings to us.

And I will be thankful for that. And hope that wherever you are, you will be thankful too. And that is the best we could ever wish for ourselves.

Because, this stranger has been the most important person in my life.

I missed you.

I feel...

I feel so uninspired... like a broken guitar...

I feel so flabby... like soft tofu...


I feel so unhappy... what is happiness these days?


I see life so empty. Like an empty conveyor belt with no sushi.

Not everyone who makes mistakes are stupid, not everyone who laughs is happy inside, not everyone who self - harms is an emo. People who smile all the time aren't always happy.

And that's just me...

Sharing this seems so real:

Gawai Holidays

Its been years since I last went back to my kampung, and years since I celebrated Gawai having close friends and family over. This year, since it is my final year in university, mum decided I should celebrate Gawai and invite friends over since as after graduation, everyone will go on living their lives. It is definitely difficult having reunions and gatherings then because everyone is everywhere! :(

This year, decided to have it plain and simple. Baked 4 cakes and 1 biscuit, baked chicken lasagna, cooked curry and everything delicious xD Though I totally forgotten to take photos of them as I was busy playing hostess to the partayy... Kinda miss some friends whom I haven't seen in years! Oh the reminiscence.

Was super tired after the mini - open house. Dad said that next year will be a full scale with caterers involved. Ugh another 400 guests packing my house is super duper tiringgggg... oh wells, better celebrate than never :)

Went for Sushi at Kensaku Japanese Restaurant as Life Cafe was full. Though the food in the restaurant is kinda pricey, but nevertheless very fresh and worth it :) Having a nice and simple dinner with loved ones is priceless.




All photos will be in Facebook, hence less here :(

Rushing my FYP presentation and final paper for the semester at the moment. Wish me luck! :)

Till next time xoxo