Little update

Materials paper was okay... CEP was crap... haha... totally confused between two things that have the same sub- something but just a word difference... oh crap... maybe i was blinded too much already... but can pass la for CEP... lolz... and by the way, i am not... I REPEAT... i am not chasing after that guy... im just trying to know him... coz he is sure eye candy. ^^ what else? people tell me that dating a handsome guy is not good... in my opinion... it isnt not good... i just feel im not up to par to be associated with good looking people like him. Oh wells... what to do... low self esteem bah. And er... tomorrow i have to deal with final SD report... combining everything together... and er... prepare for EM2 test on Friday. Buh... bye for now...

Absolutely you...

Im not gonna name the person here... but all i wanna say is...
Thanks a lot... you made me had a really good night sleep after a long time of not sleeping properly... no more induced sleeping or force sleeping... i hope i can sleep well every night from now onwards...
You made me smile when im supposed to be all stressed out...
Your smile is the sweetest thing that has brighten my life in years...
Your presence made me all geared to finish my workload... and i did finish my SD report which... i cannot fathom how it happen... lolz...
Being shy in front of you... it is so not me... i guess...
I hope i can see you again tomorrow... and every day after that... ^^

Of Uni and Stress...

So stressed out in Uni recently. Piles of assignments to be handed in and loads of tests to come next week since its the final week before mid-term break. Gah... everything crammed up and my study table is now a mess. My laptop is a mess... and im a mess. Sleepless nights make me indulge in things that may cause adverse effects on my health. And no im not listening to Baby's worrying... i dont care if he cares. Gah... im bad. Oh wells, but i think i need to change the habit before it really kills me. So of all the stress, i started to bake lots of things... and my favourite was... CHEESECAKE!!!

I made plain bake cheesecake last week coz of the stress of my brother leaving... gahh... didnt turn out that great coz i didnt put enough cheese in... buh... my Food Taster said it was only 7.5/10... sad


Triple chocolate cheesecake. Haha... chocolate sweet dough base, chocolate rice layer, and chocolate cheese topping. And mind you, i didnt use chocolate powder this time... I USE REAL CHOCOLATE!!! and Food Taster said was perfect... hahaha... well this one really tasted great lor... Coz Augustine ate it too... zzz

Then... lazy to bake fattening stuff anymore... i made Mua Chi lor... haih... Mua Chi now so expensive... RM2 for one small container. So i made myself lor... save money... buu


The shape damn odd la... but anyways, it turned out great... *smiles*

Should i post recipes in the future? Doubt it... hmmph... toodles then... need to go back to designing bridges...


P.S. Read some blog post out of random coz i was so tired to do my assignments... haha... and i found out that i am a:

Miss Best Friend

Closely aligned with Miss Sweet, Miss Best Friend is another joy to be around. She's the kind of woman you're totally in sync with -- you like the same things, watch the same TV shows, enjoy going to the same places. You can spend five minutes with her and think you've known her for years. She's always on your side, laughs at all your jokes, and calls you just to say "hi" because she genuinely misses you. She's great just to hang with. A word of warning, though -- with Miss Best Friend, you have to make your sexual interest known from day one because if she gets it into her head that you are going to be "just friends," it's almost impossible to change her mind.

So true!!!! Especially the ones where i highlighted in pink. LOL... i really look up to those people who writes all these sort of things... they did their research in life. LOLZ...

Transition

To tell you the truth... im one fat fucktard... i weigh XX kgs and that is so disproportional to my height. Oh... pictures next... coz i have no time to blog anyways... so just some oh-so-random update.

Form 4. *sarcasm* oh im so frigging ugly i wanna puke at my screen right now... dont count my fatness... sulks... i look like some alien offspring or what. But i wonder why was i more popular back then... or was i?


Form 5. Long long wavy hair... makes my fatness overload more than ever. But i do miss dearly my long curly hair... natural worr... =X i want it back now but my frigging hair wont curl no more.


Foundation year, early 2007. Still fat. But since then, the pressure to look good is overwhelming. Thanks to certain someone who didnt find my fatness disgusting, im so sorry i hurt you in every way.


Early 2008. End of Foundation Year. Not in degree yet. I still have a little chubbiness but the weight has all gone away... lose 10 kgs babe!!! Thanks to the constant peer pressure Uni life brings and also thanks to all ye guys who broke yours truly's heart.


Degree. First year. First semester. Erm... my weight was OK. I think. Lost pretty much weight but when something good comes, other good things go away.

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I am a chubby panda. Panda for the lack of sleep. And chubby from the constant binge eating due to stress. OMG!!!

So how was my transition over the years? o.O good? How's yours?

P.s. Yours truly never photoshops her pictures...

Solutions

The easiest way out without hurting the ones you love when saying goodbye is... making them hate you in any ways possible. By then, hatred is enough to blind them from seeing the truth of your actions. But when the truth is revealed, you wont be with them no more... thus the heart wont suffer so much pain.