Si beh annoyed right now... not because of the exam papers, which were double killing me... but the fact that SOME people are bloody getting on my nerves. I mean la, after finishing a paper, people all wanna say wanna die what la... i know the papers were difficult, but then... oh please, dont pretend la... you people banyak banyak complain, results also come out D and HD, full marks what crap la... you trying to whimper there for what? Attention seeking is it? Zzzzz... For me, if i say difficult, and wanna die, biasalah tu... in the end also score ok ok one... you people ler? Oversized drama man!!! Say wanna die all the time, say me smart la, what la... but in the end, results out higher score than mine, perfect score some more. Then you people say that you people are just lucky la.. OH FUCK SAKE, HOW MANY TIMES CAN SOMEONE GET LUCKY LIKE THAT IN THEIR LIFE? Crap load. Oh please!!! Call me sour grape, then whats your problem? Gila babi is it? Fuck la... At least when i say difficult i didnt score a perfect 100%. You people join in the crowd whining your ass off saying things were difficult when actually you people are just trying to look down on us right? Leave us, okay? You people damn rajin one... of course la results good, study all the time. Seen me studying meh? Zzzz... only in campus la... my life is all games... you people le? HAHA... i dont wanna say out. So, what are you people gunning at? Not enough attention meh? You want attention, just be more outspoken and speak to lecturers la. Dont need to dramatize so much, its damn pathetic la. I mean im not only judging from this finals, but ive been keeping it inside for a wee bit too long since semester started. AND LAST YEAR TOO... zzz... just fecking keep those whines for yourself okay? F OFF!!!

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Time passes so quickly. Before it was all play and no study. Now studying a semester's worth of lectures and tutorials in a week is a real torture. Cramming everything up last minute is just not my thing. Guessed ive grown a wee bit lazy over the months. And a wee bit fat too. I could eat a dozen of Big Apple Donuts if not controlled. And im serious about it. The other day, i was so hyped out i drove home and back to the Spring with my brother and got myself 18 donuts. Omg, those heavenly flavors melting in my mouth. Chocolatey goodness, cheesiness, crisp almonds on white chocolate, oozing strawberry cream from beneath fluffy donut dough... ahhhh... its so tempting ya know. Lol. Sometimes, i was wondering what happened to me? Ive been ignorant about the world around me, ignorant about people's feelings, ignorant about the necessity to score well in exams... totally not me. As i said, i just wanna try playing a wee bit this semester to see how bad university life is gonna be when its all fun and play. Guess all fun and play doesnt reap the best fruits aye? Wouldnt know till exams results are out. Will be PROUD to post them once i get it in July. Oh wait, i havent even sat for the darn exams yet. Its next week. Oh double darn, why am i blogging here when im supposed to do some revision? Hey, everyone needs a break. I didnt feel well this morning either. Feel nausea and getting headaches. Zzzz... i thought im perfectly fine? Guess medical check up cant prove everything to be in the pink. Petrol price hiked up to RM2.70 a liter. Guess i cant go out much anyways. Its a disaster it happened, but guess its all for a good purpose, in the long run that is. Just hope the money saved wont go into some people's pockets. Darn that would be curse money. Zzzz... oh wells, just hope for the positive shall we? 14th June, National Service. Cant hang out with my buddies. Thats just so sad. But i am sure gonna treat the camp like one holiday vacation and not think negatively. Need to get my mind rested on certain things. Its too crowded in there. I wonder how the neurons do their job? I salute their perfection. Now im staring into oblivion, wondering where could things get worst in life. Remember i once said i wont splurge myself in relationships and guys? I lied. You cant blame the instinct of a woman. Her longings. I still thought of the perfect someone. Too perfect until i think getting one seems impossible. Ive found the perfect someone in a matter of fact, but i wont go further and pursue my happiness. Coz in the pursuit of this happiness, i might hurt others, break things and rules. I rather keep it as it is now, coz our friendship is as sweet as chocolate. I wouldnt want it to turn bitter. Although some love bitter chocolates, i despise that taste on my buds. Though, I hope you knew how i felt, though i keep telling you stuff about me... i never thought i actually liked you. Tried and fail miserably, i thought i liked someone else, but it was just a daze of confusion, and among it, i found you. Man, if time were to count how long was i into you, guess it would be a year now. Long aye? But i never knew it was THIS before this. Haha, You must think i was a real bitch, frolicking around with other guys... but you know thats me. You know me. I find comfort in them. Coz ideally, guys dont nag as much as girls, and they arent annoying unlike girls. Haha, GIRLS are annoying okay? I mean i like to listen to them speak their hearts out, but i dont like speaking mine out to them. Ive tried speaking to some, and they got all stressed and hyped out instead. Oh come on? Thats my life, dont live it. Zzzz... Some rare girls are hard to find, those who can listen attentively and shucks away everything and keeps quiet after listening hard. Thats a good listener. Miss those people like Win and Kit. Haiz... I dont know why im blabbing now, but guess im just too tired of studying. Im 80% through my revision, so 2 more days is enough for miracles. I HOPE. Heard the most funny news, Pek Mo died? Zzzz... dont know true or not. But it really get me laughing till i was hyped about it. HAHA... by the way, to my parents, Happy 22nd Anniversary!!! Is it the 22nd? Shit i dont know. Aint that close to them anymore. Or wait, i forgot to ask! Lol... Been eating like mad for the past few days but i didnt gain any weight, just turn flabby. Owh shucks, cellulites. Dammit. Well, thats it for now. Will blog when i feel like it. Countdown starts everyday. Counting down everything in my life. Good luck for me exams. You can do it Ber.