Well, this is all i can give you for your birthday this year. I just knew it last minute from Larry and i couldnt get you anything coz i really am blur on what to get for you. Of course i wanted to get you something special on this joyful day, but then, i dont want heads to turn when i give you something significant coz i know im not special enough for you. You hardly returned my SMSes, so i guessed you wouldnt want me ruining your special day. So here i am blogging about this rather than calling you up. Once again... HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEN!!! May your new year, and the years to come be joyful and happy... without me in your life.

Haha Karena... you wanted to see the pic inspired by you one arr??? Nah... here... =P

You taught me how to do that... haha... but not like yours... Frans can see it... mine arr... reactionless... mission failed la Kari... sighs...

Nevermind la... next time... inspire me with more of your poses... haha... i wanna steal some ideas... bleksss

In Berberboo's mind : Larry, dont read my blog anymore... Ah Hock, Ben and all those who are not suppose to read... dont come back and read!!! Buh...

Im sort of at a crossroad right now... ok wait... not crossroads... but a fork road. I cant seem to make up my mind on which engineering course should i take for in my degree studies. Its either civil engineering, mechanical engineering or electrical and electronics engineering. Well, all these courses are certainly very very new to my family and i... coz none of us... I REPEAT... NONE of us, either from dad's or mum's is in this field. We have lots of doctors, few architects, accountants, pharmacist and lawyers... but NO ENGINEERS. So... its just like a new stream for me... a road not taken... which is still grassy, untouched. I made the first step to trod on that green pasture. But whatever it is... its all been path out for me already... just i have to get my mindset right.

Civil engineering...


There are many pros and cons in studying civil engineering. The pros are: i will definitely have a job when i graduate, earn big bucks, easiest to study course in Engineering, break the family record, fulfill my dreams of building a teddy bear building, erm... and the cons are: you get black coz you need to go under the sun to supervise works, might get raped or harass by those construction workers, wont get much respect because civil is a men's field, cannot get married and yada yada...

Mechanical engineering...


Pros: none i can think of
Cons: i dont know how to deal with machines and movements and such... =_=

Electrical and electronic engineering...


Pros: No need to go under the sun... so can take care of your looks pretty easily...
Cons: Hardest course to study (from what ive heard), i dont do any shouldering, and i suck pretty bad in electrical particles... haha...

So... what should i study then? It seems everything is pointing directly at Civil... but i still need some feedbacks from soon-to-be engineers and husband about my future career prospect... tried talking to my parents... civil it is... sighs...

So... whats your opinion?

Every Friday is a day off from school. No classes, no clubs, nothing to do. Free like a bird... but boredom kills. On such a sunny day, of course i will tend to laze around like a pig, and do stupid things that i always do to kill time: cam whoring, gymming and playing badminton. So... here goes...

Taken in the wee hours of the morning... where everyone is asleep but i woke up to pee... haha... For someone... i dont know how should i tell you this...

Was tagged this time by Ropa. Since i am so bored right now, i might as well do the tag then. Coz i seriously have nothing better else to do... except prepare my powerpoint slides on the British intervention in the Malay states for my Malaysian Studies. Gah... presentation is next week and i forgot all my History substance i crammed in my head for 2 years... okay... i admit i still remember them... but NOT ALL... and seriously not in English. Nevermind... gonna be a translator of the History textbook in the next few days. Anyways, back to the tag.

Rules:
#Do this tag and answer all the questions in your own blog.
#Delete one question from all the question and add one of your own question. Make sure there are 20 questions.
#Tag 8 person.

Questions:
1. What is your dream when you were a small kid?
Last time, when i was young... i always dreamt of becoming the pink Power Rangers so that i can erase all those villains from the face of the earth. However, when i got my senses and realised that Power Rangers do not exist, just merely a lil kiddy show, i decided to be more serious and dreamt of following my dad's footstep, that is to be an architect. So you see, from Pink Power Rangers -----> to Architect = BIG ACCOMPLISHMENT IN DREAMS.

2. What is the happiest thing in your whole life?
I have to say my family. For their support and their presence, even though sometimes can be utterly overwhelming and annoying... and maybe my bunch of friends... coz these are the sunshines in my cloudy and murky life.

3. What do you wish to have now?
Me? Same old story. I just wish to have him by my side, coz that is all that matters to me right now.

4. How long you never horselaugh?
Err... I JUST DID... so... barely few minutes ago then.

5. What do you realised recently?
I just realised that Summer Semester isnt that free as i hope it supposed to be. First week isnt over and i have tasks already. Mothafucka!!!

6. What is the bad habit that you cannot accept the most?
I cannot accept my bad habit of having to not be friends with people who have betrayed my trust. Its just unacceptable... even though it was a trivial matter. =_=

7. When you have something which you are unhappy about, what will you do?
I will just snuck myself in bed, alone in my room, with the lights on, and the fan blasting at full speed or air con on, start chatting in MSN with my very good buddies, or i will SMS my friends whom always listen to my problems. If im out with my friends in school, I WILL START TO TALK NON STOP!!! And cursing on the way too. Haha.

8. Are you afraid of losing?
Losing what? In studies? Nope... when losing in studies, you gain more. In love? Yes, im so afraid. I dont wanna lose those people, if not i will certainly lose myself in the process. In life? Sometimes. Certain things, we can learn from mistakes, but certain things... they are just pain in your butt.

9. Do you think that you feel helpless, or useless sometimes?
Yes. Especially when im not able to help a friend in need. Even though i tried, certain things are just out of my hands. I cant indulge myself more into that private bubble of theirs. The commitment is too high.

10. When you met someone that you like, will you profess or hide your feelings?
Definitely profess. OMG... havent you heard? Ive been professing my feelings to Chee Min for like months... but to no response anyway... he doesnt like me... i just have to accept that. And now to Ben? Neh... i will retire from love.

11. What is the luckiest thing you own?
I have to say my particular teddy bear. It gets me to bed every night even though i dont wanna sleep. Or maybe my Rosary? God's powers are overflowing. Or maybe my prayers? Or, maybe my heart? I would have said the luckiest thing i have, not in my possession la, are my friends. I dont own them, we just belong together. =D

12. What is loneliness?
Loneliness is define as being alone with no one to talk to, to relate to, or to hear your sorrows. You are left on the stone cold floor, with no one in sight to help you rise when you fall.

13. Would you rather be the one being left or would you rather be the one who leave?
Ive left people before... and ive been left by people before. No matter which way the leaving occurs, both will hurt me really bad. SO no difference. However, if you ask me... i prefer to leave first.

14. When is the most recent time you feel touched?
I felt touched... every hour. Coz you noticed me, you cared for me. And i thank you for that.

15. Where is the place that you visited and you feel the most beautiful?
I think... it would be... err... Damai Beach. The soft sand between my toes as i tipped toed on them is simply the best feeling ever. And seeing the sunset on the horizons with the wind blowing through my hair is just unbeatable.

16. Use a song to describe how you feel for this recently.
Over by Lindsay Lohan. "I cant live without you, cant breathe without you, I dream about you, honestly tell me that its over, coz if the world is spinning and im still living, it wont be right if we're not in it together, tell me that its over, and i'll be the first to go, dont wanna be the last to know."

17. If you have a wish to come true, what is it?
What does it mean? A wish that will certainly materialize? I think... that will be me losing weight to the desirable weight i want to. If not possible to materialize but i certainly do wish upon a star that it will happen... is... to be with either CM or Ben. Impossible huh?

18. Do you have anything to worry or scare recently?
Nothing... i just worry that i might hurt more people in my journey of rediscovering what i truly want.

19. If the world is going to end, what will you do?
I will eat cheesecake till i boom, married the guy i really love, with or against his will, steal a BMW car and drive it around town... and maybe... i might strangle someone before its too late. HAHA.

20. Do you think that you are cheap or expensive?
I might be cheap in some ways, but very expensive in certain ways. But im too expensive to be bought. Coz money cannot buy me. Sorry.

8 people i tag? Anyone free enough to do this.

Gah... life is so boring during the summer semester. The classes are all spaced out so far from each other that it seems i only have classes in the evening or in the morning or even both. Not a whole day of class like the previous semesters. So here i am, all alone at home, doing nothing except watching cooking shows and reading some novels. I havent been reading for the whole year, novels i meant, dont count the number of textbooks i read... its just too many. Extra knowledge for the extra big egg-head like me. Sighs.

So out of the random blues, i just took my phone and started camwhoring in my so called pajamas. Gah... i think i do look extremely retarded... coz MY HEAD LOOKS LIKE AN EGG NOW... =_= as said by Chee Cheng yesterday. Sighs. Let the pics speak those foul words. Buh.


And seriously my fav picture of them all...

First of all, this is NOT an advertorial post for Jack n Jill's Roller Coaster. They didnt pay me for it... and they are not gonna know about it anyways... Hahaks... And secondly, its not about the real roller coaster. Just a symbol. =D

Creative advertising as it seems, Jack n Jills products seem to carry some meaningful names. One of which is the Roller Coaster. I couldnt agree more that roller coasters do mean significant things in a human being's life. For example, life itself. Life is full of ups and downs. Its always rocky and hardly smooth. We can be happy and over cloud nine now, and then cry in the next ten minutes. We can be happily sipping hot coffee in a gigantic mug at this very moment but in the next 5 minutes, we are stiff on the floor, dead. Well, thats just life. Love is like a roller coaster too. Highly dangerous and fast pace. When you play with love, you get hurt, injured and physically and mentally disturbed. Love is fast pace because we can fall in and out of love with the same person or many persons easily.

However, im not here to brag about life or love because im no master of them. I just wanna show my fetish to Roller Coasters. Ive never been on a roller coaster ride before, but ive certainly had LOTS of Roller Coasters down my system. In fact, i have a fetish for them. =_=

The other day, i went to Choice Daily to look for this wonderful chips. I think i look really crazy then, coz the moment i saw the blue packets of chips... i JUST SCOOP THEM ALL UP WITH MY ARMS. YES... LIKE SWEEPING THEM INTO THE BASKET...=_= a man was staring at me bewildered. Gah, sorry dude... im very greedy and selfish when it comes to this. =X


Ahh... the sight of my heavenly chips.


Who couldnt resist you? *Drools* I love cheese flavour!!!

Gah... im gonna have the junkies problem if i dont quit eating them everytime a movie is aired on TV.

In Berberboo's mind : Im gonna see you again. So missing you right now. Sighs.

I just came back from a haircut at the saloon. Nearly 5 long frigging hours and my butt sores from seating on the seat for too long. Mum's been nagging at me to get my hair done because she was so freaked out with my long and messy hair. She kept sleeping late for the past few nights because she said my hair reminded her of Ju-On. =.= How in the world does my hair look like Ju-On? Its not even that long or straight. However, since my mum said she will pay for it, i agreed to get my hair trimmed and straightened. =) So... after the pullings and acrid smell of chemicals and medications... Ta-dah!!!

Cut my hair 4 inches shorter... and trimmed my front hair. Wanna feel what its like to have shorter front hair. =D (Dont bother about the pimples and such... i dont wanna photoshop to look fake)

Tell me... before or after better? You ask me... i think i look pretty much the same... except now, you get hair covering my eyes when im talking. Haha. =S

In Berberboo's mind : A male shampoo boy/ hairstylist at the saloon was damn hot. Woot woot. Haha. Neh, not interested. Spent RM200. Mum paid, but then i needa stop wasting money now. Sighs... SAVINGS IS IMPORTANT. Anyways, Summer Dream is opening a branch at The Spring next January... so... nearer to campus... YAY!!!

Well, today... as promised by daddy, i get to shop for clothes coz my results were reasonably good for them... so its a treat. Hehe, im so happy. Well, daddy heard of this Green FOS shop somewhere in 7th Mile so we decided to give it a shot coz you can get branded goods there for a reasonably cheap price... and guess what... they arent fake... just pretty odd sizes... so yea. Gotta try my luck there.

Went to the place around 11 am like that and hell, the roads there were really windy and we almost got lost because the arrows shot here and there... and the parking lots were crap too. So narrow le. =.= But nevermind la, its daddy who drove so he got skills. =D

After an hour and a half of looking through and trying out goods, i settled myself with 2 jeans, a shorts and a dress. YES... A DRESS!!! =D And guess what, the jeans i bought... was Levis. Although June said it was still expensive (in MJC outlet), the ones in 7th Mile also cost about RM159 bucks like that... but there was one particular cutting where it had like so many % off. But frankly, only one size left. Sighs. I thought i wont be able to squeeze in, but then, give a try la. Tadah... I MANAGED TO!!! Yippies!!! Mummy wanted one pair too, she tried to squeeze in but couldnt. She wished it was 2 sizes bigger but oh well, cheap goods always no size one la. But then, speaking of that... i still wanna lose more weight coz i cant be content with my size now. 28" waist for a girl is pretty big le. Die. But hell i look good in my new jeans. And yes!!! I DONT NEED A BELT FOR THEM... haha...

And now to the dress... couldnt really make up my mind on which to buy. They were 2 colors.


Pink...

And blue.

But then... i settled with the pink. Looks better i think. Or maybe im just obsessed with pink stuffs. But hey, my blog aint pink anymore... coz it was an eyesore... haha

But in the picture now, come to think of it... Blue actually looks better le... or maybe i simply snap when trying on the pink one just now. Sighs... Nevermind la... its pretty cheap anyways. =D
(Dont tell me i look fat in my pictures, i am INDEED 100% FAT)

Wanted to get a Levis skirt... but when i turn the price tag over... its costs RM129 =__= So frigging expensive... its new arrival... tried it on... pretty nice le... above knees but not too short la. Haha. Then there was this Roxy skirt that cost RM48, tried it on... haha... i look like a fucktard... coz it flares up and it makes me look really really funny... i cant stop laughing. And and... there was any Levis skirt which is really really cute... RM78, ok la. But then... sad thing is... its size 25. Fuck. I think only June can masuk. It wont even move pass my thighs. Fuck.

Oh wells, what to do... but at least... im happy with my purchases lo. =D

I wanna go shopping for dresses again... Got addicted by Banana's taking-photos-in-the-changing-room habit already. Quite fun le. Haha.

In Berberboo's mind : Overall, i spent RM130 on all of the clothings. Quite worth it lo.

Been down a few days ago coz people cant stop poking into my business, so i was a bit pissed and annoyed with them. However... i recovered!!! Haha... thanks to someone who told me to eat what i like to eat and do what i like to do. So... =D

Well, my final exams result was out on Monday... and guess what... i passed all!!! YAY!!! But then, i wanted to get higher GPA then my previous finals... but even though i did get higher using the new point system, if i use the old point system to count it... i still get the same GPA... so... wasnt that pleased... sighs... but... IM HAPPY ENOUGH... all my darlings passed theirs too... so grats...

Been busy registering for my summer semester courses... well the 6 of us decided to stick together so we registered together for all classes... and and... i wanted to be the same class with Ha You and Ben Ben and Ah Hock this people... so i registered later... with high hopes that we could be in the same class... but then... even though i registered late and many classes were full, those people who registered just a day after... couldnt get into our class!!! COZ... ITS FULL TOO!!! NOOO... i wanna spent my summer with them... sad sad... but anyways... its a small place at Swine... so we can meet up anytime anywhere... =D Mish those dungus...

Treating myself lately with lots of food... i guess just now was a bit overdoing. Guess what i ate for lunch?

And that is what went into my system... i swear i was so full the moment i went home, i just hibernated my afternoon away. Grr... extra gymmie tomorrow... =X

And and... I FINALLY GOT MY MATA CINA PENGUIN IVE ALWAYS WANTED TO GET!!! Been hunting all over Kuching for it. First, i found one in Sarawak Plaza... but then... it was hugeeee... and i dont think i can cope with another huge toy on my bed... plus... it costs a whooping RM263... so... i dont wanna waste my money le... so i continue the hunt for the penguin if not i have to settle with the hugey one. Went all over town... finally found a whole family in Hock Lee Centre. But then... for the size i wanted... only one left... and costs RM79.90... what to do... BUY IT NIA LA... hehe... its a treat for my good results xD then then... i wanted to get the couple one... but im not coupling with anyone... so guess it will bring back some memories so i didnt get it lo. Sighs... BUT IM HAPPY WITH MY MATA CINA!!! =D

I was thinking of 3 choices to do/get if my results were good. They are:

Straighten and cut and dye my hair --- might cost RM300+
Huge penguin --- RM263
Dresses!!! Few of them... --- RM 300+ also...

but... i decided to settle myself with my penguin... smaller and cheaper version. Hehe... gonna save the rest of my money on something else... =D

Before:


Now:


Patrick says hi to all!!! =D Notice the Mata Cina that i meant. =D

In Berberboo's mind: sighs... i just love plushies... anybody want me to post a blogpost about all the toys i have next time? You would be surprised... haha

Gosh... im gonna make myself straight this time... and really really straight...

If i dont like something from now on, i will openly say it without hesitation... if i dont like someone from now on, i wont try to be nice to them anymore...

I will treat those deservingly as how they treated me before... im not gonna be the nice girl anymore...

Im sick and tired if you repeating the same thing all over... if you want it, go and get it by yourself... dont fucking ask me for help... its non of my fucking business... i know what you are trying to do, you are trying to get me into big trouble... but guess what, i can think better than you think i can.

If you are trying to fool around with me, be careful coz you are gonna get yourself burnt...

Im sick of your bullshit and your excuses... you think people give a damn about your luxurious life is it? If you wanna show off, do it with those rich brats like you are yourself, leave my friends and i alone...

Im fed up of people poking into my business... why cant you just leave me alone... do you know that by knowing too much, you will lend yourself in trouble next time?

Dont fucking ask me how am i when im not ok... i dont need your sympathy or empathy or whatever coz i know it is downright fake... you are laughing at me when you asked me how i felt... if you were really concern... you should have known what to do...

And dont try poking at my old wounds... they still hurt... if you do that again... i swear im not gonna talk to you for the rest of your life...

You people know who you are... i do not want to repeat myself... and i dont wanna say any more names... who felt the pinch... if its not you, im sorry, but if its the one that deserves it... let the pinch sting you.

In Berberboo's mind: I feel like a bitch right now... but i cant help when it has cross way over the border of my tolerance level. So, rot in hell.

A common visit to the local market on a bright sunny day made my mood slightly better. I saw lots of sights and sounds... and definitely a variety of scents available. Well, you probably can guess what smell im gonna say... meats, kuihs, fishy fish... and fruity scents everywhere. And maybe some garbage and air longkang smell too la. As i was strolling around looking for stuff to buy... i came across something i dont get to see everyday. There are none other then...

Set me free from my cravings of food which will turn me into a pig... cheesecake, McDonalds, burgers, pizzas... aahhhh...

Set me free from repeating my mistakes all over again... i dont wanna be the jerk i used to be last time... i dont wanna play with people's feelings anymore...

Set me free from your grasps... i dont wanna fall for you anymore... the distance between us... although far... has caused me to miss you more...

Set me free from loving 2 persons at once... my feelings are undivided... this can only make me more confuse... i cannot play anymore... i cant afford to do that...

Set me free from my imaginations... you treating me so good may cause some misunderstandings... i dont wanna be the reason for your breakup, your failures... everything

Set me free from the responsibilities i have on my shoulders... i knew i promised you... but i cannot do that anymore... its tearing me apart... i dont wanna see you fall... but i couldnt fall with you either... im too attached...

Set me free from love... i dont think i can cope with it anymore... im a cracking nutshell... if being single is the happiest thing... i swear i will be single... but apparently it isnt the best choice for me...

Set me free from my nervousness, its killing me every single day dreading that particular 'day'... 3 more days... and counting down...

Ive fallen for someone i shouldnt be falling for... SET ME FREE... please... im doing things i shouldnt be doing... SET ME FREE... again... im begging...

if only you will understand...

i was told to give you a try...

but i dont think i can do it...

can you?

For someone... you know who you are...

At least someone knows who you are...

Although im going to the gym now to (supposedly) lose weight, and also to trim all my flabbiness away (although someone said that my chubbiness is the source of my cuteness), GAH... I DONT CARE... NOTHING CAN STOP MY CONSTANT CRAVINGS FOR CHEESECAKES. Especially those cheesecakes in Secret Recipe and also Magenta... *mouth drools* I SO WANT THEMMM... =( Hey Godric, im doing this post ahead of you, blek you Dessert King. Buh... haha...

*All pictures are from Secret Recipe official website.

I found something in my mail a few days back from Wee Liang. It is something about marriage, though over-exaggerated, i still think it has a lot of truth in it. Let me share the contents with you... since i could not type so much now, my arms still hurt. =X

I think i can die today. Haha. Been exercising for 5 hours straight. Call me crazy? I dont know whether that is appropriate. Hehe. Went to the gym from 11 till 1.30 pm, then badminton with friends till 4 pm. OH NO... haha... im so darn exhausted... i just wanna sleep. ZzZzzzzz.........

The reason ive been working out so often... is because... SOMEONE CALLED ME A PIG YESTERDAY... i mean... i know i love pigging out... as in eat and sleep and more eating and sleeping... but then... he called me fat like pig, ugly like pig and noisy like pig. OMG... im so... well... sad and depressed and other mixed feelings... so i needa lose those weight fast... i dont care... and and someone didnt trust me when i say i weighed less than 60 kgs... ok, not someone, more than one person. =.= GEEZ... do you want a scale for me to prove it? Buh. Fine then... i will lose more. Gah.

Its day 5 of my holidays... and i dont even feel like im having any holidays at all. This is because im stressed out coz i have nothing to do. Lame reason right? But seriously, life at home is so boring... gah... i miss those dungus who went back to their hometown... miss them lots. Sigh.

But then, ive decided to dig up old memories and listen to old songs i used to hear back when im still schooling... Whoa... some songs really got my memories soaring alive. =D

Old songs i used to hear back then:

Cry - Mandy Moore
Sugar Rush - A Teens
Upside Down - A Teens
Halfway Around the World - A Teens
Sometimes - Britney Spears
Only Love - Trademark
Show Me the Meaning of being Lonely - Backstreet Boys
Cross My Heart - S Club 7
Pretty Boy - M2M

Gah... when i look at all these people right now... i feel so sad... Mandy hasnt sing those kind of nice songs i used to love back then... A Teens broke up because one of the member was reported to be gay ( thats why i dont want to be friends with a particular gay in my campus =.= )... Spears, well you can see the hell she went through now... Trademark, never heard of anymore... Backstreet Boys, going strong with their new album, but where's Kevin? ... and S Club 7 died off with members going solo and such. M2M... goneeee... =( Sigh... miss those days.

Not so new, not so old songs:

I Gotta Go My Own Way - Vanessa Hudgens
Chemicals React - Aly & AJ
愛死了 - Megan Lai
Your Call - Secondhand Serenade
Cry on My Shoulders - Deutschland sucht den Superstar
Remember me this Way - Jordan Hill
Rooftops - Lost Prophets
Innocence - Avril Lavigne

New songs that are stuck in my head right now:

痛也说不出口 - Yang Pei An
彩虹 - Jay Chou
蒲公英的約定 - Jay Chou
Tattoo - Jordin Sparks
Hate That I Love You - Rihanna feat. Ne-Yo

First of all, I WANNA THANK MR MAXXBIE TEO for sending the wonderful song by Yang Pei An to me through email. I couldnt find the song online, so... THANKS A BUNCH MAXXBIE... that guy listens to great songs. =D

Besides that, you should try listening to Jay Chou's new album. No doubt the first single, 牛仔很忙 sounds rather irritating, but its catchy and the video clip made me laughed. Haha. The rest of the songs in the album are great... so do get a copy of his new album xD

And dont ask me why i always listen to those lovey dovey songs. Yes, im in love, and yes im a bit emo and yes i have nothing to do... but i love songs for their wonderful lyrics. =)

Sigh... with all these songs playing in my head... i can still count the days slowly till the 12th November. Sighs...

In Berberboo's mind: I want him... i want him... but i dont think he wants me... someone say he dont, someone say he wants... i dont know who to believe anymore. =(

I was down with flu this morning. GAH... i cant stop sneezing for one whole hour. I kept blowing my nose with lots and lots of tissue paper. Pity the trees neh. My hingus keep meleleh-ing. Wee Liang suggested i just let them drip by itself. Ewww... And then, i was a reindeer for an hour or so. Dunno what sort of allergic reaction i was having... or maybe just a simple explanation that everyone thought it could be... someone is missing me!!! Awww... well, i was gonna be happy if i sneeze coz of someone missing me, but then if it wasnt... OMG... im gonna burst. LOL. But then, my slight flu ceased in the afternoon. It just died off after that one hour traumatic-for-my-nose event. Pity my nosey. Sighs.

So if someone is sick, of course no appetite right? So... mum cooked all my favourites... which are weird of course. BLEK... wanna guess what goes down my throat? Yes? No?

I was so bored today i felt like holidays are just pointless. Holidays make our brains rust and make us old and forgetful and useless. OH NO... sigh. So... as some people were suggesting me to clean up my bedroom, i actually washed all my sheets and pillowcases just to kill time. Gah, happy now? Blek. =P

I wanted to have an afternoon nap just now, but guess what... i have a bunch of weird neighbours next door. First things first, NOBODY I MEAN... NOBODY DOES BBQ AT 2 PM IN THE AFTERNOON!!! And then second thing... if you're gonna drink tonnes of cheap liquor and get stupor, you DONT do it in broad daylight. WAIT TILL NIGHT FALLS LA. =.= Assholes. And third thing is, if you cant control your emotions after you get stupor, dont drink la. You're not a born-drinker. FACE IT!!! Grr... those rowdy crowds of assholes eat and drink and feed themselves up like a fat pig and the next thing, started quarelling with raised voices and talking crap and i swear they were fighting. I could hear people banging against metal and 2 boys ran out of the house and started cursing and next thing went back in. OMG... EVEN THE GIRLS WERE HOOLIGANS AS WELL... OH DAMN... i thought i was loud, those girls were like 30 times my loudness. So you can guess how loud they were then. Bloody asses disturbing me. I was itching to call the police. BUH...

So out of boredom, i decided to play with my handphone's camera. Hehe.


My cute lil toy doggy... HEHE... finally can edit pictures in my own phone. =D


And a very blur cartoonise picture. You're always on my mind... every day and night...

I so love my phone!!! =D

In Berberboo's mind: Stupid neighbours. HUH.

This is a love toast to all those who are happily together with their partners. For the happiness each partner brings to one another, for the joys of the days spent together, for the memories both parties shared together and for every minute that was spent together, that made every day so worthwhile, when having each other in their lives.

To June and David... =D

To Kit and Mark... =D

To Kari and Fran... =D

To Cher and Melvin... =D

To Win and Charles... =D

To Irene and Jason... =D

And to everyone out there... CHEERSSSS!!! Love your partner with all your heart. =) Do not let them down, even for the slightest and most insignificant reasons. Cherish the joy that both of you had with each other. Coz love is all around.

Im back to blogging again.... woo hooo!!! Yay!!! Haha, gotta enjoy my 2 weeks of freedom before hell boils over. 12 November, results out... oh shit... im gonna die. Oh wells, leave the dreading to later on then.

Ive been away for let me see... almost 2 weeks... yea... haha... so... im back. And hey, im gonna be so straightforward nowadays, so dont mind me ok? I hate covering up stuffs anymore. Sighsss...

NOW... STEAMBOAT!!!!!! Gawd i think i ate like a buffalo last night. Was so bloated and seriously, i cant stand up properly, let alone driving properly. OH NO... haha... but i still made it safe home, and my 3 passengers as well. Hehe. Berber can SMS her lao gong while driving also hor??? Heheheh...